Friday, February 22, 2008

a new 'gum' brother.

Went to BBHQ (Boy's Brigade Headquarters) today with jun xian in the early afternoon.
he's from platoon17 while i'm from platoon 18. =P
initially i was rather uneasy going out with him,
But however i'm glad my perception changed after
we chatted and joked around for a the whole afternoon.
=)


i found out that he wasn't much of what i thought he was,
moreover we can even reach to the extend like how yee tian and i communicate. =x
with jokes and going high the healthy way. =)) hahas.

Was rather ashamed of myself for thinking that he was such a person in the first place..
Perhaps maybe i didn't get the chance to talk to him in the beginning.
Well, i just glad made this opportunity for us to communicate and finally understand each other.
i now realise he's a good brother. =)
A Bible Lesson Learned,
That Is To Never Judge.

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Met primary school friends, Chang Long, Danny & Xing Lin to catch the new Death-note movie called "L: change the world" at 9:30pm later that night.
*First time watching Death-note movies though*
movie was nice, kinda like 'kindaichi', or in Chinese-terms "jing tian yi",
a Japanese well known investigator/mystery-solver.
most funny part is 'L' tried for the first time to straighten his back..hahas. x)

the 2 hour+ show dragged us till midnight, so we decided to go for supper at 888 plaza.
then we made our way to 'Fushan Gardens' to hang out and chat about past times and also asked where all our old friends end up.
how much they changed.. where they studying..
just trying to remember and share about them.

i do miss some of them.. and sadly its very sad to hear alot of my friends are not doing well as expected. =/
Seriously i am not as well.
i'm trying to reapply into a polytechnic,
because i withdrew from my current course(DDM).

to cut long story short,
i reformat my laptop a total of 7 times.
plus i don't want to continue failing my assignments and test,
so i decided to start fresh again.


JAE(JOINT ADMISSION EXERCISE) results were already posted a few days ago.
But i'm doing by DAE(DIRECT ADMISSION EXERCISE) and still need wait another 3 more weeks. (=_= )
Worse case scenario is that i don't get any seats and then i can go fulfill my National Service already. =/

so tired now. better go sleep for tml's event at sembawang sec.

chal.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Re-Open.

woot. finally got my blog up and running..
had lots of crisis before i can get this up and running but..
nvm, not important now. =)
link me!
http://forever-retard.blogspot.com :)

cheers!

Monday, February 4, 2008

message.

So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

If I could, then I would.
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday .
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

Run away with my heart
Run away with my hope
Run away with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go




The Calling: Wherever you will go.
It was for you, only you.

secret.

The dawn is breaking..
A light shining through.
You’re barely waking,
And I’m tangled up in you.

Yeah…

I’m open, you're closed.
Where I follow,
you’ll go.
I worry I won't see your face..

Light up again.
Even the
best fall down sometime,
Even the
wrong words seem to rhyme.
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find;
You and I
Collide.

I’m quiet, you know.
You make a first impression.


But I’ve found
I’m scared to know I’m always on your mind.

Even the
best fall down sometime
Even the
stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find;

You and I
Collide.

Don’t stop here....
I lost my place...
I’m close behind.


Well
Even the best fall down sometime...
Even the
wrong words seem to rhyme..
Out of the doubt that fills your mind.
You finally find you and I collide.



Finally find you and I collide.
You finally find you and I collide.

(Howie Day- Collide)