are today!
6hours and 30min to go! and i only got to know this yesterday before going to cell group. sighs. just pray i'll do my best no matter what happens. Been 2 years since i last took O's.
.
This gotta bring back all those memories. =P
Time to sleep now!
Now, 1:33am.
Day of A-math paper 2, mock exams.
Ps: i forgot to post up the song, hahas.
Here it is. enjoy! chal.
All i have.
--
Lyrics:
What have I in this life.
But the love in Your eyes.
This empty world will one day fade.
Only Your truth will remain.
--
chorus:
Jesus, all I have is You
You're the hope I'm holding to.
I might weep but still my faith
Rests in You.
--
As the heavens hold the skies
It's Your hand that holds my life.
And Your love will lead me on
When all else is gone.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Friday, September 5, 2008
passion.
hey. Here to update my blog. Well actually...just wanna take a break for a while. hahas. Been practicing guitar the whole noon like the last few days. hahas.
songs.
Trying to learn a few worship songs i love. (oh i love music by the way) so far i've only grasp the song "all i have". i'll post the song below if you're interested to listen. So far i still can't get the "c" note perfectly. =/ practice my boy, keep on practicing.
progress.
But at least by practicing this song i've manged to learn how to sing and play together. hahas. Took me a month to learn to play an acoustic guitar. So far can manage a few simple songs for now. Now trying to learn "Becasue of your love". Used to be Glory joy's youth camp 06/07 theme song. Got some help by trying to learn online, "www.leadworship.com", with Paul baloche couching by video. Well good thing is i can pause the video whenever i want and can replay no matter how many times. lol.
question.
One thing is that i finally got to learn music. it has always been my secondary school wish to learn music. hahahas. However one problem about any passions you have, is how long it last. i just hope it'll stay that way forever, because i can't imagine losing my sense of hearing. Random example anyways, hehes. Hope i don't get caught to be guitarist though, haha. i still don't know how to face the crowd. hahas.
prayer.
Anyways i heared the good news today! Finally the prayers has been answered. =) Non the less i will keep on praying, for there's so much more to be answred. Remember to stay strong.
=) You'll always be in my prayers.
Now. 11.32pm.
Time to get back to my guitar practice! er, but its already near mid-night. =/ think junn's already asleep by now. Oh, she's a maid in my house, under training by my mom to take care of my grandmother. junn's learning from my mom because my mom knows my grandma best. =) think i can't practice in this house.. everyone's sleeping everywhere. lol.
tonight & tml.
will be sleeping in my living room cause my bed been dismantled to move to the bedok apartment for my aunt's use this sunday. dismantled earlier so they can mve in the morning then. hahas, i'm used to sleeping on floors anyways, lol.
tml's plan.
Guess i'll spent the night practicing or just going to sleep. tml going over to 589a to settle some things before the GB go have their camp there. Then after i dunno if i'm going to go attend a sister's church for the celebration. seriously i think it really sounds like a personal invitation..
oh well.
i'll just behave. LOL not that i am one. ah, don't care to explain myself to muna they all ler. lol. never seen them for 2 years and they called me a pervert for no reason. ah but its nice to meet up with them again anyways. hahas. oh post getting longer and longer. ending it here.
nights people! =)
"though it may not seem that way,"
"i pray i'll release my shackles one day."
songs.
Trying to learn a few worship songs i love. (oh i love music by the way) so far i've only grasp the song "all i have". i'll post the song below if you're interested to listen. So far i still can't get the "c" note perfectly. =/ practice my boy, keep on practicing.
progress.
But at least by practicing this song i've manged to learn how to sing and play together. hahas. Took me a month to learn to play an acoustic guitar. So far can manage a few simple songs for now. Now trying to learn "Becasue of your love". Used to be Glory joy's youth camp 06/07 theme song. Got some help by trying to learn online, "www.leadworship.com", with Paul baloche couching by video. Well good thing is i can pause the video whenever i want and can replay no matter how many times. lol.
question.
One thing is that i finally got to learn music. it has always been my secondary school wish to learn music. hahahas. However one problem about any passions you have, is how long it last. i just hope it'll stay that way forever, because i can't imagine losing my sense of hearing. Random example anyways, hehes. Hope i don't get caught to be guitarist though, haha. i still don't know how to face the crowd. hahas.
prayer.
Anyways i heared the good news today! Finally the prayers has been answered. =) Non the less i will keep on praying, for there's so much more to be answred. Remember to stay strong.
=) You'll always be in my prayers.
Now. 11.32pm.
Time to get back to my guitar practice! er, but its already near mid-night. =/ think junn's already asleep by now. Oh, she's a maid in my house, under training by my mom to take care of my grandmother. junn's learning from my mom because my mom knows my grandma best. =) think i can't practice in this house.. everyone's sleeping everywhere. lol.
tonight & tml.
will be sleeping in my living room cause my bed been dismantled to move to the bedok apartment for my aunt's use this sunday. dismantled earlier so they can mve in the morning then. hahas, i'm used to sleeping on floors anyways, lol.
tml's plan.
Guess i'll spent the night practicing or just going to sleep. tml going over to 589a to settle some things before the GB go have their camp there. Then after i dunno if i'm going to go attend a sister's church for the celebration. seriously i think it really sounds like a personal invitation..
oh well.
i'll just behave. LOL not that i am one. ah, don't care to explain myself to muna they all ler. lol. never seen them for 2 years and they called me a pervert for no reason. ah but its nice to meet up with them again anyways. hahas. oh post getting longer and longer. ending it here.
nights people! =)
"though it may not seem that way,"
"i pray i'll release my shackles one day."
Thursday, September 4, 2008
the month to step.
hey. yeah i know, took me long to update myself here, hahas. i already don't have the habit to go online anymore.. perhaps its just me having a little change in my lifestyle.
sublimation.
Well to begin with some things are not the same anymore, not quite used to it yet, will take some time to cope. hmmm. just got reminded of the promise i've made myself, hahas. its just so sudden. perhaps its a hard road i'm taking. =/ i dunno. Guess i'll just
keep on waiting.
updates.
hmmm. a little update to the start of September, this month is my mugging month to at least finish up my whole a-math 10-years series. not sure i i'll able to do all the chapters but i hope i'll be able to do my best. this also means from this day onward i will only restrict myself to only a day a week, 2 hours of psp. other than that its only my mp3 player. its going to be a horrible month for me, cause i've never tried anything like this before, pray tat i have the discipline for this. =)
Next month will be my O's.
hmmm. To be real honest, i'm rather feeling uneasy. don't know if i ever mention about it before but i'll talk it out here now.
hmmm. i'm quite worried
if i'll able to mix in class every again.
In my life i've been through a series of smooth transition in my schooling years. up until now. A sudden pause of 2 years, because my application failed the first time and now i'm taking my O's to have a confirmed seat in the JAE application to get into Poly/JC. for 2 years i've not experienced the life of being in a classroom. Though it sounds simple, but its hard for me to open up once more. i keep failed my classmates before. i have that fear that it might happen again. I don't know if i can work in a group as well as 2 years ago. sighs, who could understand my pain? hahas.
Another thing is my age,
i'm not sure if i want to keep telling my classmates everything i've been through. Oh wells, if they asked i guess i'll just keep answering them one by one. But surely i really need a short and sweet story to summarise everything. =/ hahas, how does "i'm 2 years older because i withdrew in my first year and failed the application to re-enter. 2nd year is the year where i took my application to get into this class." LOL.
hmmm. a step at a time i guess.
hahas. why is it so cold every night?
oh well. Post shall end here. hahaha sorry yi jun, i still couldn't find any pictures to post yet. see how la, i'm not a guy who take a picture of himself everyday. lol. Anyways wishing you fun in your trip. =) hehes.
Nights people! =)
sublimation.
Well to begin with some things are not the same anymore, not quite used to it yet, will take some time to cope. hmmm. just got reminded of the promise i've made myself, hahas. its just so sudden. perhaps its a hard road i'm taking. =/ i dunno. Guess i'll just
keep on waiting.
updates.
hmmm. a little update to the start of September, this month is my mugging month to at least finish up my whole a-math 10-years series. not sure i i'll able to do all the chapters but i hope i'll be able to do my best. this also means from this day onward i will only restrict myself to only a day a week, 2 hours of psp. other than that its only my mp3 player. its going to be a horrible month for me, cause i've never tried anything like this before, pray tat i have the discipline for this. =)
Next month will be my O's.
hmmm. To be real honest, i'm rather feeling uneasy. don't know if i ever mention about it before but i'll talk it out here now.
hmmm. i'm quite worried
if i'll able to mix in class every again.
In my life i've been through a series of smooth transition in my schooling years. up until now. A sudden pause of 2 years, because my application failed the first time and now i'm taking my O's to have a confirmed seat in the JAE application to get into Poly/JC. for 2 years i've not experienced the life of being in a classroom. Though it sounds simple, but its hard for me to open up once more. i keep failed my classmates before. i have that fear that it might happen again. I don't know if i can work in a group as well as 2 years ago. sighs, who could understand my pain? hahas.
Another thing is my age,
i'm not sure if i want to keep telling my classmates everything i've been through. Oh wells, if they asked i guess i'll just keep answering them one by one. But surely i really need a short and sweet story to summarise everything. =/ hahas, how does "i'm 2 years older because i withdrew in my first year and failed the application to re-enter. 2nd year is the year where i took my application to get into this class." LOL.
hmmm. a step at a time i guess.
hahas. why is it so cold every night?
oh well. Post shall end here. hahaha sorry yi jun, i still couldn't find any pictures to post yet. see how la, i'm not a guy who take a picture of himself everyday. lol. Anyways wishing you fun in your trip. =) hehes.
Nights people! =)
i'll do whatever it takes,
to turn it around.
to turn it around.
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