All i have, is you.: sobber nights.

wah, its getting kinda harder and harder to sleep at nights. hmm. happened to find a nice old song that kinda reflects my mood now, hahas. i'll leave it posted at the end.

mood.
well, i've been really thinking about things lately. i gotta be honest that most of them are very random thoughts but, it gets really mixed most of the time. sighs, Perhaps i haven't met other people out there..

But even so, i just don't know how to open up my heart to really find someone else to love. its like been so long ever since i last had a real and confirmed feelings for someone. I guess i'm just looking into another avenue for comfort. Oh wells, pity the lonely people will ya?

i know time-and-time again i come blabbing about things like this, hahas. Sorry yeah? i'm still human. lol. Have to stop all my rumblings soon and really trust God on this. =P hahahas. But anyways, most of the times i'll think about things like this easily.

So just don't be so sensitive when i start talking about it, cause blogging here helps me 'diary' the thoughts down and reminds me of certain past things. hahas.

Condition.
=/ i'm having itchy throat for days now. i guess i might have gotten a cold or something when i ran that day.. oh wells. working for long hours now seems like torture for me cause i'm sick. But was kinda glad xiao wendy came over so unexpectedly, hahas. at least today's closing i had someone to 'lame' to during my restless journey back. =)) thanks!

Now. 22 july, 3:59am.
hmm, i guess this is enough of a updates, gosh i've been tagged again.. LOL. it gets kinda endless once the ball starts rolling.. hahas. oh well, time to sleep! 4 more hours to get ready again to work again.. Well, Rejoice in the Lord because i know he'll bring me through. =)
take cares all! nights.