Hey-ee. Just got back from youth camp yesterday, before that fulfil the agreement of a feast after youth camp! Had a great fellowship meal with Cherlyn, Joleen, herng, tien, nern, Marcus, Elvis and Joel. hahas. Suddenly i realise that we're all from different backgrounds, but i guess we have one thing in common;
we're all family in Christ. :) hehes.
Having lunch with them was great! haven't had so much fun over a meal in a long time. =) hahas.
But its a sad thing not everyone could join us. committee members, people who left halfway through camp..
Well, its not well organised but i'm still looking forward to the feast right after YC'09. hahas.
Camp games.
Games were great. Had a big scale competition between 4 groups based on the board game "Risk". just that the ending is the "Final showdown" between the Four Kingdoms, "Israelites", "Egyptians", "Babylonians" & "Romans". Got roles like soldiers, knight & house, cannons to be in the battle, it's really like a war out there. Truly this year's games Committee made a lot of effort creating this feel. it was real and fun. i'm sure everyone in Youth camp loved it. =))
camping days.
Though i was a camper, my mature age was not overlooked. =/ became the Bunk IC instead. lols. Oh wells, someone had to take care of the younger ones. hahas. Guess i learned too much from too many camp-exposure. =P
Life.
Well, we had lots of meaningful workshops and messages, and on the last day of devotion i found out i realised who i was. I am a child of God just like everyone else. There's no need to sin anymore. Though its simple, this truth answered my life. its like a renewal, to be reborn again. Sometimes just believing isn't enough, its the faith that you have for Him that pulls you through no matter whatever happens. =)
The love that i've always looked for in my life is this; One that will never fade. =)
mind.
I guess i always go coo-koo in youth camps. hahas. i remembered last year i brought in the cheer from one advertisement about the same 3 person doing a dance after the soccer match hit a score. lols. Then this year's is Madagascar's "I like to move it!" lol. i'm anticipating next year's to be "It's Elvis". hahahas! ONLY people who been to youth camp get what i mean. hahahas.
Fill in the blanks!
"He Stole the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _, "
"and Empty all the _ _ _ _ _. "
"He gobble up a _ _ _ _ _ _ and another _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _, "
"Oh Yes!"
hahahas. lets keep this up to next year to sing shall we fans of Elvis? hahas. wanna know the song? Join next year's youth camp! lol. i guess the only thing that can loosen me up its ony youth camps. i can only be my wacky self then without people calling me crazy. hahaha.
hmmm. Anyways, being a soldier was fun, got to employ some tactics into the game. xD But.. i kinda spoiled other people's fun.. =/ sorry guys if i caused any unhappiness between everyone. But i'm glad most of the game play changed very fast which in the end changed the whole structure of the games. =) my brain don't adapt so fast anyways. =P
Now, 12:01am. 3 Dec.
woo. it's so late already. i'm tired. hmmm. tomorrow i'm going for another trip to Malaysia, but with my family and relatives. a week duration and 2 places to go to, Genting and KL. shopping spree! hahaha.
OH. and i promised someone i'll get her PRESSIE. xP hahas.
Kays, more updates in the next post later or the coming afternoon.
Chal people.
"Last year's theme was LOST, "
"But this year i found out who am i." =)
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Friday, November 28, 2008
Youth Camp!
yeah it's finally here! hahaha.
hmmm. Camper for the third time..
i think its because been a GL too any times in BB. =/
Details:
Youth Camp 08 ( Glory Joy Christian Church).
Venue: Christ Church Secondary
Date: 28 Noc -1 Dec.
Oh wells. Camper usually is safer...
But honestly i don't quite like the idea of wearing "props". hahas.
Prefer Flags, banners and stuff like that. lol, like going for war.
Anyways, this year is Headband.
Got to design it with Yee nern(GL) & Elvis.
Our identity is 'Rome', so we painted 11 Roman Laurels, leaf-crowns. =)
Originally our headbands is already in navy-green so its quite in favour, so we cut out cardboard leafs and use white paint to imprint the perimeter with brush-strokes to create a nice spread effect. I'll photograph it once the camp's over. =P
I heard we're the more hardworking ones cause got groups used simpler methods like cut-outs then spray. Hahas. Never mind bahx, save money. LOL
Then only able to reach home by 1 plus..
2 plus then i can finally rest from all the work since 3pm. hahas.
Then had been awake from then till now. wow. i need caffine. =x
Should be meeting my group for breakfast at Sun plaza..
Hopefully we can all get along. =) Oh wells.
Now: 5:55am, 28 Nov.
Nice timing, lols. Anyways.
i haven't got a chance to pack my bag for Youth camp. Hahas. i'm such a creep for being so last minute. lols. i also stayed up overnight for the trip to Sunway, because was afraid of waking up late, then pack bag early morning just before i leave the house for holiday somemore. I'm losing my rest here and there... Seriosly shorting my life. lol. Gotta watch my health now.
Then this time also the same, i'm also blogging here and haven't started to pack my stuff yet. only got 3 T-shirts on the bed only, hahas. oh wells, at least today i'm EARLY. i'm suppose to meet them 8.45am for Breakfast at Sun plaza mac'. LOL. 2hours and 40minutes. How am i going to last. hahas. Hmmm, anyways i think that's enough for posting this morning.
Hmmm. Lets all pray may this Youth camp change
more lifes of others who haven't recieved the Gift. =)
May this be another unforgettable event in everyone's hearts.
hmmm. Chal people. =)
hmmm. Camper for the third time..
i think its because been a GL too any times in BB. =/
Details:
Youth Camp 08 ( Glory Joy Christian Church).
Venue: Christ Church Secondary
Date: 28 Noc -1 Dec.
Oh wells. Camper usually is safer...
But honestly i don't quite like the idea of wearing "props". hahas.
Prefer Flags, banners and stuff like that. lol, like going for war.
Anyways, this year is Headband.
Got to design it with Yee nern(GL) & Elvis.
Our identity is 'Rome', so we painted 11 Roman Laurels, leaf-crowns. =)
Originally our headbands is already in navy-green so its quite in favour, so we cut out cardboard leafs and use white paint to imprint the perimeter with brush-strokes to create a nice spread effect. I'll photograph it once the camp's over. =P
I heard we're the more hardworking ones cause got groups used simpler methods like cut-outs then spray. Hahas. Never mind bahx, save money. LOL
Then only able to reach home by 1 plus..
2 plus then i can finally rest from all the work since 3pm. hahas.
Then had been awake from then till now. wow. i need caffine. =x
Should be meeting my group for breakfast at Sun plaza..
Hopefully we can all get along. =) Oh wells.
Now: 5:55am, 28 Nov.
Nice timing, lols. Anyways.
i haven't got a chance to pack my bag for Youth camp. Hahas. i'm such a creep for being so last minute. lols. i also stayed up overnight for the trip to Sunway, because was afraid of waking up late, then pack bag early morning just before i leave the house for holiday somemore. I'm losing my rest here and there... Seriosly shorting my life. lol. Gotta watch my health now.
Then this time also the same, i'm also blogging here and haven't started to pack my stuff yet. only got 3 T-shirts on the bed only, hahas. oh wells, at least today i'm EARLY. i'm suppose to meet them 8.45am for Breakfast at Sun plaza mac'. LOL. 2hours and 40minutes. How am i going to last. hahas. Hmmm, anyways i think that's enough for posting this morning.
Hmmm. Lets all pray may this Youth camp change
more lifes of others who haven't recieved the Gift. =)
May this be another unforgettable event in everyone's hearts.
hmmm. Chal people. =)
Monday, November 24, 2008
Back.
Hey people. Just got back from Sunway Lagoon, Malaysia.
hmmm. This trip really changed my perception of theme parks.
I used to be very arrogant about theme parks.
But now seriously i believe for anyone, the feeling of
falling out of your seat-belt from like 7 storeys off the Viking,
for like 10+ swing times and a super slow 360?
wow.
that's a experience you can only imagine when you are up there. haha.
you can really feel yourself falling off your seat everytime it gets closer to 360 for like 10+ times? it's really a WOW experience for 'freaks' who just have a death wish.
lols.
Shopping-Spree.
Lets see, i didn't expect i could be capable of
finishing all my RM there also anyways. lols.
And wow. the shopping mall there was like enormous.
Completely insane to even visit all the shops in that mall within 3 days.
Brought a Black button long sleeve, 3 nice slim ties,
1 random T-shirt(i was out of options).
Ah, and yes also brought gifts for my friends too. =)
issues.
Christopher actually asked me on the second day of the trip that set me thinking about them all the time. Till now i can't get it out of my mind. sighs. i always don't know where did it turn wrong in the past..
Guess i'm a real dummy about the thing he asked me. hahas.But he has a point though.. Perhaps i'm really that boring to begin with. =/ lol. Nevermind. i'm so tired already. i'll have to keep the edits simplier for now, sorry.
Now: 8.06am, 24 Nov.
I so want to sleep! lol. Played War craft with my younger brother the whole night till now. Plus its somemore right after i reached home no long ago. LOL. i don't know how did i survived. =x Anyways, i'm dying for a good morning dooze already.
Good Nights people. =)
"where, will i go?"
hmmm. This trip really changed my perception of theme parks.
I used to be very arrogant about theme parks.
But now seriously i believe for anyone, the feeling of
falling out of your seat-belt from like 7 storeys off the Viking,
for like 10+ swing times and a super slow 360?
wow.
that's a experience you can only imagine when you are up there. haha.
you can really feel yourself falling off your seat everytime it gets closer to 360 for like 10+ times? it's really a WOW experience for 'freaks' who just have a death wish.
lols.
Shopping-Spree.
Lets see, i didn't expect i could be capable of
finishing all my RM there also anyways. lols.
And wow. the shopping mall there was like enormous.
Completely insane to even visit all the shops in that mall within 3 days.
Brought a Black button long sleeve, 3 nice slim ties,
1 random T-shirt(i was out of options).
Ah, and yes also brought gifts for my friends too. =)
issues.
Christopher actually asked me on the second day of the trip that set me thinking about them all the time. Till now i can't get it out of my mind. sighs. i always don't know where did it turn wrong in the past..
Guess i'm a real dummy about the thing he asked me. hahas.But he has a point though.. Perhaps i'm really that boring to begin with. =/ lol. Nevermind. i'm so tired already. i'll have to keep the edits simplier for now, sorry.
Now: 8.06am, 24 Nov.
I so want to sleep! lol. Played War craft with my younger brother the whole night till now. Plus its somemore right after i reached home no long ago. LOL. i don't know how did i survived. =x Anyways, i'm dying for a good morning dooze already.
Good Nights people. =)
"where, will i go?"
Friday, November 21, 2008
Official M.I.A. (21st -23rd)
hahas, just kidding. i'm only going over to Malaysia with my Cell group members this Friday early morn' till Sunday evening, which is also 1 hour later i'm gonna leave the house. lol.
Details:
Sunway Lagoon, Malaysia.
21st - 23rd nov.
Coming back at Sunday evening,
Will be contactable by my HP.
Random post.
Hours ago was doing a little shopping for presents..
It was so awkward. lets just say i respect differences.
hahahas. Someone should know what i mean. lols.
To be honest its not cheap,
but its alright to me. :)
Giving does not weigh in the quality of the Gift,
but the Sincerity of the Heart. =))
Now: 5:03am, 21st Nov.
Hmmm. Now doing a little transferring to my cell group member's PSP memory card and off we're playing lan in the coach! lol. Bags still not packed yet. =x hahahas. Going to pack right after this post is done. haven't slept since 7pm yesterday..
oh well. i'll get my snooze in the coach. =)
Think this is enough posting for now. I'll try to kick in the habit of uploading photos here when i'm there.
For now, take care people, Byes. =)
Details:
Sunway Lagoon, Malaysia.
21st - 23rd nov.
Coming back at Sunday evening,
Will be contactable by my HP.
Random post.
Hours ago was doing a little shopping for presents..
It was so awkward. lets just say i respect differences.
hahahas. Someone should know what i mean. lols.
To be honest its not cheap,
but its alright to me. :)
Giving does not weigh in the quality of the Gift,
but the Sincerity of the Heart. =))
Now: 5:03am, 21st Nov.
Hmmm. Now doing a little transferring to my cell group member's PSP memory card and off we're playing lan in the coach! lol. Bags still not packed yet. =x hahahas. Going to pack right after this post is done. haven't slept since 7pm yesterday..
oh well. i'll get my snooze in the coach. =)
Think this is enough posting for now. I'll try to kick in the habit of uploading photos here when i'm there.
For now, take care people, Byes. =)
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
27 days.
ohhh...
this got to be my longest record for not blogging. =x
As the heading says: 27 days.
Well.
For starters, sorry for those people who kept visiting my dead blog for the last whole month and so. I just feel a little empty these days.
I know i've promised myself not to think about those stuff that makes me go hollow, but it just gets to me wherever i go: outside with friends alone at home. sighs, i can't imagine a life of a bacjelor. lols. oh wells. i shouldn't let it bother me so much. hahas.
News-flash.
Anyways, Exam's over! since 7th Nov.
A-math paper went well, just that i never took time as an factor. Missed out 11 points which i know i can do it.
Could have got a A2 grade if i've done that question. :/
oooh well. at least i know i'm not going below my current O's grades. lol.
Confession.
Literature. Ok, here's the truth.
I didn't went for the paper. I know alot of people will be deeply upset about this but the truth is the fact.
I don't want to lie to anyone.
But all i ask is that please keep this to yourselves, i don't wat to make a big fuss about it. Plus it won't deprove my O'cert so its going to be okay. The reason i didn't go? i think its pointless now to even reason myself out now. lol. a Big sorry if i've disappointed any of you, i too am disappointed in myself about it. =(
Now: 4:04am, 21 nov.
Okays! enough of chunks of text, time to end post here.
you know, i've never thought of breaking up when it all began..
Ha! very random. lol.
Kay. Got to go. Chal people. =)
this got to be my longest record for not blogging. =x
As the heading says: 27 days.
Well.
For starters, sorry for those people who kept visiting my dead blog for the last whole month and so. I just feel a little empty these days.
I know i've promised myself not to think about those stuff that makes me go hollow, but it just gets to me wherever i go: outside with friends alone at home. sighs, i can't imagine a life of a bacjelor. lols. oh wells. i shouldn't let it bother me so much. hahas.
News-flash.
Anyways, Exam's over! since 7th Nov.
A-math paper went well, just that i never took time as an factor. Missed out 11 points which i know i can do it.
Could have got a A2 grade if i've done that question. :/
oooh well. at least i know i'm not going below my current O's grades. lol.
Confession.
Literature. Ok, here's the truth.
I didn't went for the paper. I know alot of people will be deeply upset about this but the truth is the fact.
I don't want to lie to anyone.
But all i ask is that please keep this to yourselves, i don't wat to make a big fuss about it. Plus it won't deprove my O'cert so its going to be okay. The reason i didn't go? i think its pointless now to even reason myself out now. lol. a Big sorry if i've disappointed any of you, i too am disappointed in myself about it. =(
Now: 4:04am, 21 nov.
Okays! enough of chunks of text, time to end post here.
you know, i've never thought of breaking up when it all began..
Ha! very random. lol.
Kay. Got to go. Chal people. =)
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
22 Oct.
20 days since i last blog. lol.
Think i've lost all the blogging enthusiasm.
Anyways, let get to topic.
22Oct is the start of my retake O-level exams.
Which is, tml? hahahas.
A-math paper 1
1400 hours at Riverside Secondary.
Now going back and do my last moments of revision.
Chal people.
Think i've lost all the blogging enthusiasm.
Anyways, let get to topic.
22Oct is the start of my retake O-level exams.
Which is, tml? hahahas.
A-math paper 1
1400 hours at Riverside Secondary.
Now going back and do my last moments of revision.
Chal people.
It doesn't really matter much anymore.
Friday, October 3, 2008
Finally.
Hey All! sorry i left my blog dead for so long, i kinda lend it to someone and only gotten it back just recently after 2 weeks.. 4 days ago. =x O'okays, i was lazy to update. =/ hahahas. Dunno if my blogging language have changed or not, oh wells i don't think you guys know what i am talking about to begin with. Nevermind, lets get to topics! Had so much i want to blog over the weeks, don't think i'll remember everything and blog about everything also. hahaha.
Gosh there's just too many i wanted to talk about when i view a slideshow of the pictures that was taken i class when i was in poly 2 years ago. sighs. Life of a dropout, now i understand what's its like. i will start cherishing my education in polytechnic once i get in. =) onwards!
topic no. 1: "renewed life".
The days are coming, and i will soon have to embrace these days to come.. the life that i've been trying to get back for 2 years. its already the month of October, and my Exams starts on the 22th Oct. its getting ever closer each day, and so far i don't think my current standards will get me a better grade than what i gotten 2 years ago from my O's. i'm gonna start mugging already, and it shall begin with this very day. After i wake up later(3rd Oct), i shall start my studying till my end of my exams in november 7th, period. strictly no more fun and games, this is where i will concentrate into.
Soon, the days of enrolment will come. Deep inside i'm honestly feeling very uneasy. think i mentioned this before, as i enrol back into SP, i'll find all the year 3 students are people who were my classmates. To be truthful, i don't know how to face them. By then it would be seeing them for the first time for 2years, and that goes for the lecturers. these are all my worries and many more yet unspoken. =/ prehaps i'll share it another day. i've said enough for today.
failing Health.
i think this will be my last topic for now, hahas just bear with me. Recently i don't know what's happening. its like my cough never gets better. i've been in cough for weeks every since that last time i've gotten flu, last satuday. I just cough when the air isn't clean, throat iches, warm weather, everything. i seriously can feel my health failing, like its slowly falling apart. i just pray it doesn't affect my studies, i wish not to get sudden mood swings, it makes me miss out an important effort that i want to put in to change my entire life. Call me "thinking to much", but its just what i feel. i've seen how fatal "don't want to study" attitude can be, and i really hope i won't become so. i shall work hard for this! =)
Now, 6.21am.
hahas. my current health only allows me to update this much. lol, i sound so like a dying person today. hahas. oh wells, sunday is coming soon and i can't wait to get my old guitar fixed. i so miss the sounds of acoustic. Pray i'll get my studying mindset later. =)
lol. i just had a sudden thought of hearing 'Ganbette' from someone. well, doesn't matter, it'll never get to my gan mei anyways. hahahas. oh what am i saying. =/ must be lack of sleep.
Good nights People!
Sublimation for life,
till the day i turn pure.
topics to cover.
my finally establised wishlist, coping with shortage of $$$, health worsening, my upcoming new enrolment back into polytechnic, pictures of memories, current passion, and a incident when i remembered i nearly drowned...Gosh there's just too many i wanted to talk about when i view a slideshow of the pictures that was taken i class when i was in poly 2 years ago. sighs. Life of a dropout, now i understand what's its like. i will start cherishing my education in polytechnic once i get in. =) onwards!
topic no. 1: "renewed life".
The days are coming, and i will soon have to embrace these days to come.. the life that i've been trying to get back for 2 years. its already the month of October, and my Exams starts on the 22th Oct. its getting ever closer each day, and so far i don't think my current standards will get me a better grade than what i gotten 2 years ago from my O's. i'm gonna start mugging already, and it shall begin with this very day. After i wake up later(3rd Oct), i shall start my studying till my end of my exams in november 7th, period. strictly no more fun and games, this is where i will concentrate into.
Soon, the days of enrolment will come. Deep inside i'm honestly feeling very uneasy. think i mentioned this before, as i enrol back into SP, i'll find all the year 3 students are people who were my classmates. To be truthful, i don't know how to face them. By then it would be seeing them for the first time for 2years, and that goes for the lecturers. these are all my worries and many more yet unspoken. =/ prehaps i'll share it another day. i've said enough for today.
failing Health.
i think this will be my last topic for now, hahas just bear with me. Recently i don't know what's happening. its like my cough never gets better. i've been in cough for weeks every since that last time i've gotten flu, last satuday. I just cough when the air isn't clean, throat iches, warm weather, everything. i seriously can feel my health failing, like its slowly falling apart. i just pray it doesn't affect my studies, i wish not to get sudden mood swings, it makes me miss out an important effort that i want to put in to change my entire life. Call me "thinking to much", but its just what i feel. i've seen how fatal "don't want to study" attitude can be, and i really hope i won't become so. i shall work hard for this! =)
Now, 6.21am.
hahas. my current health only allows me to update this much. lol, i sound so like a dying person today. hahas. oh wells, sunday is coming soon and i can't wait to get my old guitar fixed. i so miss the sounds of acoustic. Pray i'll get my studying mindset later. =)
lol. i just had a sudden thought of hearing 'Ganbette' from someone. well, doesn't matter, it'll never get to my gan mei anyways. hahahas. oh what am i saying. =/ must be lack of sleep.
Good nights People!
Sublimation for life,
till the day i turn pure.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
exams.
are today!
6hours and 30min to go! and i only got to know this yesterday before going to cell group. sighs. just pray i'll do my best no matter what happens. Been 2 years since i last took O's.
.
This gotta bring back all those memories. =P
Time to sleep now!
Now, 1:33am.
Day of A-math paper 2, mock exams.
Ps: i forgot to post up the song, hahas.
Here it is. enjoy! chal.
All i have.
--
Lyrics:
What have I in this life.
But the love in Your eyes.
This empty world will one day fade.
Only Your truth will remain.
--
chorus:
Jesus, all I have is You
You're the hope I'm holding to.
I might weep but still my faith
Rests in You.
--
As the heavens hold the skies
It's Your hand that holds my life.
And Your love will lead me on
When all else is gone.
6hours and 30min to go! and i only got to know this yesterday before going to cell group. sighs. just pray i'll do my best no matter what happens. Been 2 years since i last took O's.
.
This gotta bring back all those memories. =P
Time to sleep now!
Now, 1:33am.
Day of A-math paper 2, mock exams.
Ps: i forgot to post up the song, hahas.
Here it is. enjoy! chal.
All i have.
--
Lyrics:
What have I in this life.
But the love in Your eyes.
This empty world will one day fade.
Only Your truth will remain.
--
chorus:
Jesus, all I have is You
You're the hope I'm holding to.
I might weep but still my faith
Rests in You.
--
As the heavens hold the skies
It's Your hand that holds my life.
And Your love will lead me on
When all else is gone.
Friday, September 5, 2008
passion.
hey. Here to update my blog. Well actually...just wanna take a break for a while. hahas. Been practicing guitar the whole noon like the last few days. hahas.
songs.
Trying to learn a few worship songs i love. (oh i love music by the way) so far i've only grasp the song "all i have". i'll post the song below if you're interested to listen. So far i still can't get the "c" note perfectly. =/ practice my boy, keep on practicing.
progress.
But at least by practicing this song i've manged to learn how to sing and play together. hahas. Took me a month to learn to play an acoustic guitar. So far can manage a few simple songs for now. Now trying to learn "Becasue of your love". Used to be Glory joy's youth camp 06/07 theme song. Got some help by trying to learn online, "www.leadworship.com", with Paul baloche couching by video. Well good thing is i can pause the video whenever i want and can replay no matter how many times. lol.
question.
One thing is that i finally got to learn music. it has always been my secondary school wish to learn music. hahahas. However one problem about any passions you have, is how long it last. i just hope it'll stay that way forever, because i can't imagine losing my sense of hearing. Random example anyways, hehes. Hope i don't get caught to be guitarist though, haha. i still don't know how to face the crowd. hahas.
prayer.
Anyways i heared the good news today! Finally the prayers has been answered. =) Non the less i will keep on praying, for there's so much more to be answred. Remember to stay strong.
=) You'll always be in my prayers.
Now. 11.32pm.
Time to get back to my guitar practice! er, but its already near mid-night. =/ think junn's already asleep by now. Oh, she's a maid in my house, under training by my mom to take care of my grandmother. junn's learning from my mom because my mom knows my grandma best. =) think i can't practice in this house.. everyone's sleeping everywhere. lol.
tonight & tml.
will be sleeping in my living room cause my bed been dismantled to move to the bedok apartment for my aunt's use this sunday. dismantled earlier so they can mve in the morning then. hahas, i'm used to sleeping on floors anyways, lol.
tml's plan.
Guess i'll spent the night practicing or just going to sleep. tml going over to 589a to settle some things before the GB go have their camp there. Then after i dunno if i'm going to go attend a sister's church for the celebration. seriously i think it really sounds like a personal invitation..
oh well.
i'll just behave. LOL not that i am one. ah, don't care to explain myself to muna they all ler. lol. never seen them for 2 years and they called me a pervert for no reason. ah but its nice to meet up with them again anyways. hahas. oh post getting longer and longer. ending it here.
nights people! =)
"though it may not seem that way,"
"i pray i'll release my shackles one day."
songs.
Trying to learn a few worship songs i love. (oh i love music by the way) so far i've only grasp the song "all i have". i'll post the song below if you're interested to listen. So far i still can't get the "c" note perfectly. =/ practice my boy, keep on practicing.
progress.
But at least by practicing this song i've manged to learn how to sing and play together. hahas. Took me a month to learn to play an acoustic guitar. So far can manage a few simple songs for now. Now trying to learn "Becasue of your love". Used to be Glory joy's youth camp 06/07 theme song. Got some help by trying to learn online, "www.leadworship.com", with Paul baloche couching by video. Well good thing is i can pause the video whenever i want and can replay no matter how many times. lol.
question.
One thing is that i finally got to learn music. it has always been my secondary school wish to learn music. hahahas. However one problem about any passions you have, is how long it last. i just hope it'll stay that way forever, because i can't imagine losing my sense of hearing. Random example anyways, hehes. Hope i don't get caught to be guitarist though, haha. i still don't know how to face the crowd. hahas.
prayer.
Anyways i heared the good news today! Finally the prayers has been answered. =) Non the less i will keep on praying, for there's so much more to be answred. Remember to stay strong.
=) You'll always be in my prayers.
Now. 11.32pm.
Time to get back to my guitar practice! er, but its already near mid-night. =/ think junn's already asleep by now. Oh, she's a maid in my house, under training by my mom to take care of my grandmother. junn's learning from my mom because my mom knows my grandma best. =) think i can't practice in this house.. everyone's sleeping everywhere. lol.
tonight & tml.
will be sleeping in my living room cause my bed been dismantled to move to the bedok apartment for my aunt's use this sunday. dismantled earlier so they can mve in the morning then. hahas, i'm used to sleeping on floors anyways, lol.
tml's plan.
Guess i'll spent the night practicing or just going to sleep. tml going over to 589a to settle some things before the GB go have their camp there. Then after i dunno if i'm going to go attend a sister's church for the celebration. seriously i think it really sounds like a personal invitation..
oh well.
i'll just behave. LOL not that i am one. ah, don't care to explain myself to muna they all ler. lol. never seen them for 2 years and they called me a pervert for no reason. ah but its nice to meet up with them again anyways. hahas. oh post getting longer and longer. ending it here.
nights people! =)
"though it may not seem that way,"
"i pray i'll release my shackles one day."
Thursday, September 4, 2008
the month to step.
hey. yeah i know, took me long to update myself here, hahas. i already don't have the habit to go online anymore.. perhaps its just me having a little change in my lifestyle.
sublimation.
Well to begin with some things are not the same anymore, not quite used to it yet, will take some time to cope. hmmm. just got reminded of the promise i've made myself, hahas. its just so sudden. perhaps its a hard road i'm taking. =/ i dunno. Guess i'll just
keep on waiting.
updates.
hmmm. a little update to the start of September, this month is my mugging month to at least finish up my whole a-math 10-years series. not sure i i'll able to do all the chapters but i hope i'll be able to do my best. this also means from this day onward i will only restrict myself to only a day a week, 2 hours of psp. other than that its only my mp3 player. its going to be a horrible month for me, cause i've never tried anything like this before, pray tat i have the discipline for this. =)
Next month will be my O's.
hmmm. To be real honest, i'm rather feeling uneasy. don't know if i ever mention about it before but i'll talk it out here now.
hmmm. i'm quite worried
if i'll able to mix in class every again.
In my life i've been through a series of smooth transition in my schooling years. up until now. A sudden pause of 2 years, because my application failed the first time and now i'm taking my O's to have a confirmed seat in the JAE application to get into Poly/JC. for 2 years i've not experienced the life of being in a classroom. Though it sounds simple, but its hard for me to open up once more. i keep failed my classmates before. i have that fear that it might happen again. I don't know if i can work in a group as well as 2 years ago. sighs, who could understand my pain? hahas.
Another thing is my age,
i'm not sure if i want to keep telling my classmates everything i've been through. Oh wells, if they asked i guess i'll just keep answering them one by one. But surely i really need a short and sweet story to summarise everything. =/ hahas, how does "i'm 2 years older because i withdrew in my first year and failed the application to re-enter. 2nd year is the year where i took my application to get into this class." LOL.
hmmm. a step at a time i guess.
hahas. why is it so cold every night?
oh well. Post shall end here. hahaha sorry yi jun, i still couldn't find any pictures to post yet. see how la, i'm not a guy who take a picture of himself everyday. lol. Anyways wishing you fun in your trip. =) hehes.
Nights people! =)
sublimation.
Well to begin with some things are not the same anymore, not quite used to it yet, will take some time to cope. hmmm. just got reminded of the promise i've made myself, hahas. its just so sudden. perhaps its a hard road i'm taking. =/ i dunno. Guess i'll just
keep on waiting.
updates.
hmmm. a little update to the start of September, this month is my mugging month to at least finish up my whole a-math 10-years series. not sure i i'll able to do all the chapters but i hope i'll be able to do my best. this also means from this day onward i will only restrict myself to only a day a week, 2 hours of psp. other than that its only my mp3 player. its going to be a horrible month for me, cause i've never tried anything like this before, pray tat i have the discipline for this. =)
Next month will be my O's.
hmmm. To be real honest, i'm rather feeling uneasy. don't know if i ever mention about it before but i'll talk it out here now.
hmmm. i'm quite worried
if i'll able to mix in class every again.
In my life i've been through a series of smooth transition in my schooling years. up until now. A sudden pause of 2 years, because my application failed the first time and now i'm taking my O's to have a confirmed seat in the JAE application to get into Poly/JC. for 2 years i've not experienced the life of being in a classroom. Though it sounds simple, but its hard for me to open up once more. i keep failed my classmates before. i have that fear that it might happen again. I don't know if i can work in a group as well as 2 years ago. sighs, who could understand my pain? hahas.
Another thing is my age,
i'm not sure if i want to keep telling my classmates everything i've been through. Oh wells, if they asked i guess i'll just keep answering them one by one. But surely i really need a short and sweet story to summarise everything. =/ hahas, how does "i'm 2 years older because i withdrew in my first year and failed the application to re-enter. 2nd year is the year where i took my application to get into this class." LOL.
hmmm. a step at a time i guess.
hahas. why is it so cold every night?
oh well. Post shall end here. hahaha sorry yi jun, i still couldn't find any pictures to post yet. see how la, i'm not a guy who take a picture of himself everyday. lol. Anyways wishing you fun in your trip. =) hehes.
Nights people! =)
i'll do whatever it takes,
to turn it around.
to turn it around.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
August rush.
hello people. hahas. Well to begin with, i think for now my mood is a little stablised i guess. I guess i didn't much mention to you all how i was feeling right? lets.
a pack.
oh wells. i must learn how to walk on my own. perhaps its because i've been missing the classroom environment for so long, thats why i've lost my old self. i'm not as open as before and i've been trying to be independent ever since i made the decision to withdraw.
road.
Honestly its never been a smooth journey ever since. i have to admit that this had to be the period of my life which i had experienced the worst. Everything turned all so messy and loose, i'm changing for the worse.
prayer:
"Pray that one day may i learn to be strong, because i can't go weak in my knees anymore. No one ever comes by at my darkest moments. Perhaps i've never realised so, but i don't want to be so weak in faith anymore. Today, i will pick myself up and move on. This is my prayer and it shall stay, forever more."
Today.
rest at home through noon. Left the house by 4.30pm to go sunplaza mac to study. dunno about you, but i find it ok to just sit down and study. lol. i've never done so in my entire life till i made that decision. well, took me12 years to finally pick up a book to study, hahas. =P
sit there and studied for like an hour then yeenern joined me. then after some time joleen and nydia came over. run some errands then sat down again to study. they hanged arounf for awhile then after they left. not their fault, but i chose to stay and continue my studies.
Then from that moment then on i think i just sat there for 5 hours and study. lol. only managed to recap what i learned a couple of months back, the chapter about differentiation. Not facing any problems at the moment but i feel that i'm kinda not studying fast enough. =/
this coming thursday will be my last lesson in Private school already, and my teacher is going to cover 3 chapters at one shot. wow for her man. hahas. well it can't be helped, i'm lagging behind already. still got 2 more chapters to go and i only just done the first few pages only. time to mug. hahahas. i never thought i'll ever use that word. =x
Now, 2:18am.
hmmm. at the moment, i'm in need to sleep and its already 2 am. lol. oh gosh, forgot to check whether there's anyone in sembawang sec' to withdraw the key to BB room. sighs. its going to be a mystery if i ever realise i'd wasted my morning there. hahas. nvm i shall have faith! lol. hmm, time to sleep anyways, dunno when i'll wake up either. hope i can in the morning. =/ oh well.
Good night all. =)
i might weep.
But my fauth still rest in you.
a pack.
oh wells. i must learn how to walk on my own. perhaps its because i've been missing the classroom environment for so long, thats why i've lost my old self. i'm not as open as before and i've been trying to be independent ever since i made the decision to withdraw.
road.
Honestly its never been a smooth journey ever since. i have to admit that this had to be the period of my life which i had experienced the worst. Everything turned all so messy and loose, i'm changing for the worse.
prayer:
"Pray that one day may i learn to be strong, because i can't go weak in my knees anymore. No one ever comes by at my darkest moments. Perhaps i've never realised so, but i don't want to be so weak in faith anymore. Today, i will pick myself up and move on. This is my prayer and it shall stay, forever more."
Today.
rest at home through noon. Left the house by 4.30pm to go sunplaza mac to study. dunno about you, but i find it ok to just sit down and study. lol. i've never done so in my entire life till i made that decision. well, took me12 years to finally pick up a book to study, hahas. =P
sit there and studied for like an hour then yeenern joined me. then after some time joleen and nydia came over. run some errands then sat down again to study. they hanged arounf for awhile then after they left. not their fault, but i chose to stay and continue my studies.
Then from that moment then on i think i just sat there for 5 hours and study. lol. only managed to recap what i learned a couple of months back, the chapter about differentiation. Not facing any problems at the moment but i feel that i'm kinda not studying fast enough. =/
this coming thursday will be my last lesson in Private school already, and my teacher is going to cover 3 chapters at one shot. wow for her man. hahas. well it can't be helped, i'm lagging behind already. still got 2 more chapters to go and i only just done the first few pages only. time to mug. hahahas. i never thought i'll ever use that word. =x
Now, 2:18am.
hmmm. at the moment, i'm in need to sleep and its already 2 am. lol. oh gosh, forgot to check whether there's anyone in sembawang sec' to withdraw the key to BB room. sighs. its going to be a mystery if i ever realise i'd wasted my morning there. hahas. nvm i shall have faith! lol. hmm, time to sleep anyways, dunno when i'll wake up either. hope i can in the morning. =/ oh well.
Good night all. =)
i might weep.
But my fauth still rest in you.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Tired.
Hey people! 2 days since i last blogged. Hmmm, here to update a few things and stuff. let start with today!
23Aug, 1:42am.
lol. i know i know. hahas. then some more tml parade in the morning i still haven't bath. Gosh. need to wake up at 6am, i'm so real tired. the day 2 hours ago was so tiring! i'm glad i get finally lie down and rest.
Hour ago.
Hmmm, an hour ago i asked a question i know i shouldn't be asked. =( i don't know, i also get those lonely moments when i needed company like everyone else. Who would want to understand a heart like mine? who would be so kind to be someone like 'me', to help me? hahahas. i think i should not let myself be so brittle. i need to move on.
The fatigue, yesterday.
i'm so tired! i don't know whats happening to me, but i just couldn't get a fulfil good night sleep anymore. its like no matter how i sleep i just won't wake up feeling so awesome or whatsoever. LOL. i dunno how long never expecrienced that feeling le. =(
oh wells, who cares? hahas.
Now, 1:59am.
Wah! i seriously cannot continue any longer. i see if i can post after everything tml afternoon. i seriously need to catch some sleep to 6am liao.
Good nights People !!
what have i, in this life?
23Aug, 1:42am.
lol. i know i know. hahas. then some more tml parade in the morning i still haven't bath. Gosh. need to wake up at 6am, i'm so real tired. the day 2 hours ago was so tiring! i'm glad i get finally lie down and rest.
Hour ago.
Hmmm, an hour ago i asked a question i know i shouldn't be asked. =( i don't know, i also get those lonely moments when i needed company like everyone else. Who would want to understand a heart like mine? who would be so kind to be someone like 'me', to help me? hahahas. i think i should not let myself be so brittle. i need to move on.
The fatigue, yesterday.
i'm so tired! i don't know whats happening to me, but i just couldn't get a fulfil good night sleep anymore. its like no matter how i sleep i just won't wake up feeling so awesome or whatsoever. LOL. i dunno how long never expecrienced that feeling le. =(
oh wells, who cares? hahas.
Now, 1:59am.
Wah! i seriously cannot continue any longer. i see if i can post after everything tml afternoon. i seriously need to catch some sleep to 6am liao.
Good nights People !!
what have i, in this life?
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Gliders Event, "Condor Soars."
Heya! took me a lazing 9 days to update, opps. haha. hmmm.. quite a number of things i wanna talk about, always get so moody when i wanna sprout out all the stuff i can remember.. Maybe its the smell of paints these few weeks that's causing my headaches? oh wells, lets begin.
Thankful.
"For today's answered prayer! hahas! its really a miracle. Today woke up quite late, initially i wanted to meet up joleen and trina for breakfast de, but i was really tired to even come for the whole NDP parade. =( (i'm sorry mei, couldn't come to see you and the others.)
Took a taxi to sembawang instead cause i woke up really late already and had lots of things too much things i need to do at gliders and i was running late from my own timing...."
end post on 09/08/08 2:32am.
Argh, sorry for the sudden pause, cause this was a post that was suppose to go up a week ago, hahas. i only now got time to update and continue this post. I'll try to remember what i can and start the next post asap, or else i think my blog is just going to continue to rot. hahahas. okok, back to story.
Thankful(follow-up).
hmmm, what i can remember was that i spend my entire day at gliderz that 8th & 9th of August. Friday(8th) spent the whole day at gliderz with Elvis's and Marcus's company. lol had fun and did alot of painting. lol! actually i had difficulty choosing the colour for Our condor wall painting, so i go do something real funny lol. I go sms nydia and joleen at the same time, then see who replies me first shall decide the colour i'm going to paint on the wings of condor. 'dia was solid black, whereas jo' is chocolate brown.
To my surprise nydia replied me the first. hahaha. oh wells, jo didn't replied me the whole day, i guessed she must had a really tiring day going for NDP in the morning, collect dress in the noon, then wedding night for jy and ruben. =/ wah! i don't have invatation card! lol, nvm la hahas. i'll still gave my blessing for the both of them no matter what happens. =)
Anyways, Condor is black because of nydia's fast reply. hahas. so that friday i painted on the wings of condor and only thing left undone was the head, sky, hill, group title, and lastly writing the chosen verse.
Then as for that Saturday i had no parade, so i made full use of that day to finish up everything painting job i could for our group's mascot, The Condor. hahaha. jun xian and mr martin came over to help me alot. =) I'm really thankful of that, on that date jun xian managed to finish the cover-up of background. this means if you never noticed that our wall's background wall colour is not the original apple green then that means jun xian has already done a too good job that you didn't noticed it at all. LOL! But really, i meant this as a complement. :) then after that jun xian left to watch NDP at home and so did mr martin.
my NDP?
This also means i missed the celebration! =( i spend my entire day at 589a Gliderz, to painting and finish up before the next day, which is our 2nd and last sunday that we can paint. You know, its kinda sad that alot of people didn't knew i did that on such a special day.. sighs. Not that i want to boast it out loud that i give up everything for weeks for condor, just that the feeling is there lo. It gets kinda lonely that you spend hours alone painting. That's why i'm really thankful for all those people who made a point to come over to gliders and company me. To you it maybe a simple hang-out, but to me its special. Thats why i get so joyful when people comes to help and all, made my life there more bearable. =) Oh, not forgetting that all those people at 589a was really kind to help me oepn all the rooms that i wanted, even the music room to de-stress myself with the drums.. =x hehes.
completed task: 8-9pm, 9th Aug.
Finished the whole painting job for the bird! xD yeah-yeah! hahahas. i have to say its really my first time using colour to paint, painting from small scale to such a big one, and lastly also first time painting a wall. lol. But i couldn't done the painting without the help of everyone in condor. =)) hehes. Hmmm. after that long night i went off to meet wendy for prata at ah mei, then send her back home first(cause it was already near 12pm)then i walked home. i slept thewhole night peacefully causei can really take a break from painting! hahaha.
Hmmm, some thoughts that i add.
well, i gotta admit, i've never had this much fun for along time. =P To me, whether condor wins or not is no longer important anymore, because its the work i'm happy about, not the prize that made me volunteer so willingly for 2 weeks just to paint a wall. x) Sorry condors, i not aiming for the prize. xP hahahas. But if condor ever win, go ahead and enjoy yourselves! =) hehes.
This post shall finally end here!
LOL. sorry for straining your eyes, =P
i'll try to cut short posts from now on. chal!
Thankful.
"For today's answered prayer! hahas! its really a miracle. Today woke up quite late, initially i wanted to meet up joleen and trina for breakfast de, but i was really tired to even come for the whole NDP parade. =( (i'm sorry mei, couldn't come to see you and the others.)
Took a taxi to sembawang instead cause i woke up really late already and had lots of things too much things i need to do at gliders and i was running late from my own timing...."
end post on 09/08/08 2:32am.
Argh, sorry for the sudden pause, cause this was a post that was suppose to go up a week ago, hahas. i only now got time to update and continue this post. I'll try to remember what i can and start the next post asap, or else i think my blog is just going to continue to rot. hahahas. okok, back to story.
Thankful(follow-up).
hmmm, what i can remember was that i spend my entire day at gliderz that 8th & 9th of August. Friday(8th) spent the whole day at gliderz with Elvis's and Marcus's company. lol had fun and did alot of painting. lol! actually i had difficulty choosing the colour for Our condor wall painting, so i go do something real funny lol. I go sms nydia and joleen at the same time, then see who replies me first shall decide the colour i'm going to paint on the wings of condor. 'dia was solid black, whereas jo' is chocolate brown.
To my surprise nydia replied me the first. hahaha. oh wells, jo didn't replied me the whole day, i guessed she must had a really tiring day going for NDP in the morning, collect dress in the noon, then wedding night for jy and ruben. =/ wah! i don't have invatation card! lol, nvm la hahas. i'll still gave my blessing for the both of them no matter what happens. =)
Anyways, Condor is black because of nydia's fast reply. hahas. so that friday i painted on the wings of condor and only thing left undone was the head, sky, hill, group title, and lastly writing the chosen verse.
Then as for that Saturday i had no parade, so i made full use of that day to finish up everything painting job i could for our group's mascot, The Condor. hahaha. jun xian and mr martin came over to help me alot. =) I'm really thankful of that, on that date jun xian managed to finish the cover-up of background. this means if you never noticed that our wall's background wall colour is not the original apple green then that means jun xian has already done a too good job that you didn't noticed it at all. LOL! But really, i meant this as a complement. :) then after that jun xian left to watch NDP at home and so did mr martin.
my NDP?
This also means i missed the celebration! =( i spend my entire day at 589a Gliderz, to painting and finish up before the next day, which is our 2nd and last sunday that we can paint. You know, its kinda sad that alot of people didn't knew i did that on such a special day.. sighs. Not that i want to boast it out loud that i give up everything for weeks for condor, just that the feeling is there lo. It gets kinda lonely that you spend hours alone painting. That's why i'm really thankful for all those people who made a point to come over to gliders and company me. To you it maybe a simple hang-out, but to me its special. Thats why i get so joyful when people comes to help and all, made my life there more bearable. =) Oh, not forgetting that all those people at 589a was really kind to help me oepn all the rooms that i wanted, even the music room to de-stress myself with the drums.. =x hehes.
completed task: 8-9pm, 9th Aug.
Finished the whole painting job for the bird! xD yeah-yeah! hahahas. i have to say its really my first time using colour to paint, painting from small scale to such a big one, and lastly also first time painting a wall. lol. But i couldn't done the painting without the help of everyone in condor. =)) hehes. Hmmm. after that long night i went off to meet wendy for prata at ah mei, then send her back home first(cause it was already near 12pm)then i walked home. i slept thewhole night peacefully causei can really take a break from painting! hahaha.
Hmmm, some thoughts that i add.
well, i gotta admit, i've never had this much fun for along time. =P To me, whether condor wins or not is no longer important anymore, because its the work i'm happy about, not the prize that made me volunteer so willingly for 2 weeks just to paint a wall. x) Sorry condors, i not aiming for the prize. xP hahahas. But if condor ever win, go ahead and enjoy yourselves! =) hehes.
This post shall finally end here!
LOL. sorry for straining your eyes, =P
i'll try to cut short posts from now on. chal!
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Last of last.
Sorry for delayed updates. would you believe if i told you i had no time to use the computer nowadays? hahas. i don't know how long i've never used msn already. plus i already got like 230 unread emails in my hotmail inbox already. lol.
well, i guess i'm going to have time soon because i've finally finished my job days! hahas! but sad to say, i haven't received my pay for the past 2 months yet. =/ need to wait for Ong-San's call.
My arrival and leave.
Period of working days: 23/6- 29/7
Well, its quite interesting to hear when i first came they said the boss just came over yesterday. then when i was leaving the boss wold come the next day. lol.
Another thing is at the first day, i worked from 4.30pm - 2.30am cause i need to do over-night house keeping, (gosh, isetan pepperlunch's window is huge). then my last day i had to pack ice in containers and place them into the fridge to preserve the beef and stuff because the mall will shut down electricity for that night.
i thought i would have difficulty completing everything, it was already closing time and i was suppose to do floor-closing. by the time i got out to do my closing i only had 40mins, left. Miraculously by God's grace, i finished everything before 11pm, which was so unexpected. =)) hehes. i'm really greatful for God giving strength to pull through. =)
Colleges.
well, i'm glad to see all those farmiliar faces again in isetan pepperlunch. =) friendly faces like Jean, Ah Lim, Samantha jie, Ong-San, Wendy-San, and Gosh i had lots of fun working with good old Zaw. x)) hahas. met new faces too, new captains like JoJo and Ah rong, and staff members like Siti, Sandy, Dar Dar, Pyi Pyi, Moe, Uncle Gary, xiao Ji, and little wendy who actually lives quite near my area. hahahas.
Departure.
During my depart it was not say a pleasant one or anything, but i can't blame anyone for thinking the way they think, because i'm indeed always late. =/ next time i'm going to set an hour for my bus ride le, its always so few and rare. =/
Anyways, although i'm late, i'm glad to say i can compensate my lateness with my honest and hardwork. xP heex.
Thanks
(here are the few people i would love to thank)
Dar Dar and Sandy for the really cheap 5.90 discount for my regular salmon pepper rice set meal(yup!). Ah Lim for the really patient guidance, i don't know what to do without you in kitchen. lol. Zaw, gosh i'm so glad to see you again in kitchen man.. it's really a blessing to work with you together in kitchen. =)) Captains like JoJo and Ah rong, thank you for teaching me the right orders and lots of other stuff. Ong-san and Jean for the up-most care. they're like mothers to me, hahahas. And lastly of course auntie Wendy for always supporting me all the time when i couldn't manage, i will never forget you. i'm so terribly sorry i didn't wish you happy birthday that day. =/ pyi pyi and gary, you two were a joy to teach and work with. =) moe, i'm sorry i didn't tell you i was working last day for that day.. hahas, i'll come visit if i have time. =) And of all people how can i forget dear xiao wendy. hahas, its nice to have someone to chat every time when traveling back home. =)
Now: 309am.
Gosh, i'll never have time to do anything now, i'm so tiried. i've got gliderz event proposal to draw and settle the very last batch of form 32a once-and-for-all to finish it up, and school tml 9am at chiong pang. Gosh i'm really tired, i really am.
i'll post again if i find time. Night people.
"i would carry the whole world for you."
"But would you ease mine?"
well, i guess i'm going to have time soon because i've finally finished my job days! hahas! but sad to say, i haven't received my pay for the past 2 months yet. =/ need to wait for Ong-San's call.
My arrival and leave.
Period of working days: 23/6- 29/7
Well, its quite interesting to hear when i first came they said the boss just came over yesterday. then when i was leaving the boss wold come the next day. lol.
Another thing is at the first day, i worked from 4.30pm - 2.30am cause i need to do over-night house keeping, (gosh, isetan pepperlunch's window is huge). then my last day i had to pack ice in containers and place them into the fridge to preserve the beef and stuff because the mall will shut down electricity for that night.
i thought i would have difficulty completing everything, it was already closing time and i was suppose to do floor-closing. by the time i got out to do my closing i only had 40mins, left. Miraculously by God's grace, i finished everything before 11pm, which was so unexpected. =)) hehes. i'm really greatful for God giving strength to pull through. =)
Colleges.
well, i'm glad to see all those farmiliar faces again in isetan pepperlunch. =) friendly faces like Jean, Ah Lim, Samantha jie, Ong-San, Wendy-San, and Gosh i had lots of fun working with good old Zaw. x)) hahas. met new faces too, new captains like JoJo and Ah rong, and staff members like Siti, Sandy, Dar Dar, Pyi Pyi, Moe, Uncle Gary, xiao Ji, and little wendy who actually lives quite near my area. hahahas.
Departure.
During my depart it was not say a pleasant one or anything, but i can't blame anyone for thinking the way they think, because i'm indeed always late. =/ next time i'm going to set an hour for my bus ride le, its always so few and rare. =/
Anyways, although i'm late, i'm glad to say i can compensate my lateness with my honest and hardwork. xP heex.
Thanks
(here are the few people i would love to thank)
Dar Dar and Sandy for the really cheap 5.90 discount for my regular salmon pepper rice set meal(yup!). Ah Lim for the really patient guidance, i don't know what to do without you in kitchen. lol. Zaw, gosh i'm so glad to see you again in kitchen man.. it's really a blessing to work with you together in kitchen. =)) Captains like JoJo and Ah rong, thank you for teaching me the right orders and lots of other stuff. Ong-san and Jean for the up-most care. they're like mothers to me, hahahas. And lastly of course auntie Wendy for always supporting me all the time when i couldn't manage, i will never forget you. i'm so terribly sorry i didn't wish you happy birthday that day. =/ pyi pyi and gary, you two were a joy to teach and work with. =) moe, i'm sorry i didn't tell you i was working last day for that day.. hahas, i'll come visit if i have time. =) And of all people how can i forget dear xiao wendy. hahas, its nice to have someone to chat every time when traveling back home. =)
Now: 309am.
Gosh, i'll never have time to do anything now, i'm so tiried. i've got gliderz event proposal to draw and settle the very last batch of form 32a once-and-for-all to finish it up, and school tml 9am at chiong pang. Gosh i'm really tired, i really am.
i'll post again if i find time. Night people.
"i would carry the whole world for you."
"But would you ease mine?"
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
sobber nights.
wah, its getting kinda harder and harder to sleep at nights. hmm. happened to find a nice old song that kinda reflects my mood now, hahas. i'll leave it posted at the end.
mood.
well, i've been really thinking about things lately. i gotta be honest that most of them are very random thoughts but, it gets really mixed most of the time. sighs, Perhaps i haven't met other people out there..
But even so, i just don't know how to open up my heart to really find someone else to love. its like been so long ever since i last had a real and confirmed feelings for someone. I guess i'm just looking into another avenue for comfort. Oh wells, pity the lonely people will ya?
i know time-and-time again i come blabbing about things like this, hahas. Sorry yeah? i'm still human. lol. Have to stop all my rumblings soon and really trust God on this. =P hahahas. But anyways, most of the times i'll think about things like this easily.
So just don't be so sensitive when i start talking about it, cause blogging here helps me 'diary' the thoughts down and reminds me of certain past things. hahas.
Condition.
=/ i'm having itchy throat for days now. i guess i might have gotten a cold or something when i ran that day.. oh wells. working for long hours now seems like torture for me cause i'm sick. But was kinda glad xiao wendy came over so unexpectedly, hahas. at least today's closing i had someone to 'lame' to during my restless journey back. =)) thanks!
Now. 22 july, 3:59am.
hmm, i guess this is enough of a updates, gosh i've been tagged again.. LOL. it gets kinda endless once the ball starts rolling.. hahas. oh well, time to sleep! 4 more hours to get ready again to work again.. Well, Rejoice in the Lord because i know he'll bring me through. =)
take cares all! nights.
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Thursday, July 17, 2008
i was tagged... =/ lol.
1. What is the most important thing in your life?
:The Trinity.
2. Will you consider a sexual relationship before marriage?
:Forbidden.
3. Do you smoke?
: sorry but i really detest smoking...
4. What is the latest gadget that you own?
:umm. my psp slim? hehes.
5. Who did you mostly text yesterday?
: Joleen. asked me about work and lots of stuff.
6. How old are you & are you a virgin?
:18 and getting old. off course i am, =/
7. What is the last thing that you brought with your own money?
: erm.. a bottle of plain water, a bottle of lemon-barley drink and a can of wax. =P
8. Where do you wish to get married?
:Somewhere she always wanted it to take place =)
9. How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
: eh. tough question. lets just say i lost it for now.
10. How many kids do you want?
: i leave it to God to decide, hahas!
11. Are you in love?
: Being blessed by God's love is what i could ever hoped for. =))
12. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
: PepperLunch at isaten ShawHouse. A bowl of miso soup served from my old pal Zaw.
"hey, i had fun working that monday. hahas, hope both of us will work on monday again. =) "
13. Name the latest book that you bought?
: Comic actually, "One Piece".
my elder brother and me are comic collectors.
14. What is your full name?
: Liauw Kee Tee.
Thinking of getting a Christian name.. =/
15. Do you believe in GOD?
: Yes i do! been a happy,
contented Christian even since. =))
16. Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time
: My Saviour. =)
17. Christina or Britney?
: Can i not comment? hahas.
18. Do you do your laundry?
: when i really have to. Kinda like a sub once mom isn't available.
19. The most exciting place you want to go
: It's a sad thing to not have one. =(
20. Hugs or kisses?
: Let's start by holding hands shall we?
21. Single or attached?
: Single. If you love somebody, first you must learn how to let go.
22. Point out FIVE things about the person who tagged you.
-cute.
-lovely.
-fun-loving
-out-going
-did i forget to mention that
she's beautiful both in & out? =P
23. EIGHT things I say too often
-Thanks!
-Sorry.
-Excuse me.
-a 'Hi' before announcing the order.
-Irrashaimasse.
-Arigato Gonzaimasse.
-onigaishimas
-Welcome! xD
24. EIGHT things I'm passionate about
-Boy's Brigade 13th Company ministry
-Glory Joy Christian Church.
-Gliderz
-my peeps. xD
-3D Animation, the complex ones.
-Monster Hunter! xD
-Long Sleeves button Tees.
-Music is one thing i'll never leave without.
25. EIGHT songs I could listen to over and over again
-eh, most genres belongs to those christian songs.
-"i can sing of your love forever",
-"Here i am to worship",
-"Majesty",
-"Shout to the lord",
-John Mayer, "Waiting on the world".
-Howie Day, "Collide".
-Life house's 'You and me".
-Lin Jin Jie's songs, 期待你的爱.
-Still got alot un-named, =P
26. EIGHT things I learn last year
-only my 3rd year in PepperLunch
then i learn dish-up. LOL.
-PSP and Pandora batteres.. Degraders..
-How to tame my hair.. =_=
-Life of solitude. How to let go.
-Book of "Daniel" & life of "Job".
-Become independent! Work!!
-i think i lost my gentle, weak nature.
But is it suppose to be good? =(
-if i chose to fall behind, i will be responsible for it.
27. EIGHT people to tag
- i'll leave it to you guys if you all wanna continue this tradition. hahaha.
Now, 1:48am.
tml i'll be having school in the morning, 8am.
mh in the afternoon with marcus and his buddies!
Woot, can't wait to party in mh. xD
T'cares peeps!
*snores*
:The Trinity.
2. Will you consider a sexual relationship before marriage?
:Forbidden.
3. Do you smoke?
: sorry but i really detest smoking...
4. What is the latest gadget that you own?
:umm. my psp slim? hehes.
5. Who did you mostly text yesterday?
: Joleen. asked me about work and lots of stuff.
6. How old are you & are you a virgin?
:18 and getting old. off course i am, =/
7. What is the last thing that you brought with your own money?
: erm.. a bottle of plain water, a bottle of lemon-barley drink and a can of wax. =P
8. Where do you wish to get married?
:Somewhere she always wanted it to take place =)
9. How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
: eh. tough question. lets just say i lost it for now.
10. How many kids do you want?
: i leave it to God to decide, hahas!
11. Are you in love?
: Being blessed by God's love is what i could ever hoped for. =))
12. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
: PepperLunch at isaten ShawHouse. A bowl of miso soup served from my old pal Zaw.
"hey, i had fun working that monday. hahas, hope both of us will work on monday again. =) "
13. Name the latest book that you bought?
: Comic actually, "One Piece".
my elder brother and me are comic collectors.
14. What is your full name?
: Liauw Kee Tee.
Thinking of getting a Christian name.. =/
15. Do you believe in GOD?
: Yes i do! been a happy,
contented Christian even since. =))
16. Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time
: My Saviour. =)
17. Christina or Britney?
: Can i not comment? hahas.
18. Do you do your laundry?
: when i really have to. Kinda like a sub once mom isn't available.
19. The most exciting place you want to go
: It's a sad thing to not have one. =(
20. Hugs or kisses?
: Let's start by holding hands shall we?
21. Single or attached?
: Single. If you love somebody, first you must learn how to let go.
22. Point out FIVE things about the person who tagged you.
-cute.
-lovely.
-fun-loving
-out-going
-did i forget to mention that
she's beautiful both in & out? =P
23. EIGHT things I say too often
-Thanks!
-Sorry.
-Excuse me.
-a 'Hi' before announcing the order.
-Irrashaimasse.
-Arigato Gonzaimasse.
-onigaishimas
-Welcome! xD
24. EIGHT things I'm passionate about
-Boy's Brigade 13th Company ministry
-Glory Joy Christian Church.
-Gliderz
-my peeps. xD
-3D Animation, the complex ones.
-Monster Hunter! xD
-Long Sleeves button Tees.
-Music is one thing i'll never leave without.
25. EIGHT songs I could listen to over and over again
-eh, most genres belongs to those christian songs.
-"i can sing of your love forever",
-"Here i am to worship",
-"Majesty",
-"Shout to the lord",
-John Mayer, "Waiting on the world".
-Howie Day, "Collide".
-Life house's 'You and me".
-Lin Jin Jie's songs, 期待你的爱.
-Still got alot un-named, =P
26. EIGHT things I learn last year
-only my 3rd year in PepperLunch
then i learn dish-up. LOL.
-PSP and Pandora batteres.. Degraders..
-How to tame my hair.. =_=
-Life of solitude. How to let go.
-Book of "Daniel" & life of "Job".
-Become independent! Work!!
-i think i lost my gentle, weak nature.
But is it suppose to be good? =(
-if i chose to fall behind, i will be responsible for it.
27. EIGHT people to tag
- i'll leave it to you guys if you all wanna continue this tradition. hahaha.
Now, 1:48am.
tml i'll be having school in the morning, 8am.
mh in the afternoon with marcus and his buddies!
Woot, can't wait to party in mh. xD
T'cares peeps!
*snores*
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Missed Church.
A post a week is getting serious.
Should really try to post more. lols.
Now, where should i begin...
what I'd missed?
Missed Church today. Didn't slept well yesterday and alarm clock didn't ring. Forgot to set it to "am". hahas. oh wells, now i owe joleen an apology for not coming to collect the cookies and ken another favor for asking him to help me pay for the Founders Dinner first. =/
Who knows you can miss so much by just missing one sabbath day? hahas.
What i did.
i totally laz'ed in the house for the whole day! lols. no la, cause i'm having such a packed program never really had a good rest at home for 6 days straight, hahas. missing out my quiet time too. Book of 'Daniel' & 'Job', where to begin? hahaha. must really read about them cause i'm picking a name, hehes. i'll bring my bible to work tml, lols.
Work schedule, mon-tue.
wah, lucky my captain called to check on me, told him i can't afford to work on wednesday because i have to get my ic done. And yes i lost my IC a month ago, hahaha. along with my wallet full of privilege cards and near $50 cash too. took me 3 years to lose a wallet though, hahas.
Anyways, Mon: 11am-9pm, Tue: 11am-11pm.
Fingers and apron are gonna get stained.
=(( they are nightmare to smell. lol.
Now, 2:06am. 9 more hours to get ready for work.
Need to report 10:50am, 10min earlier to do morning greeting. then after work going over to Joleen's house to collect the cookies.. hmmm. dunno if i can pass the cookies then..
oh wells, readers take cares! i'm going to bed.
Good nights people!
Now you want to be free. So i'm letting you fly.
Should really try to post more. lols.
Now, where should i begin...
what I'd missed?
Missed Church today. Didn't slept well yesterday and alarm clock didn't ring. Forgot to set it to "am". hahas. oh wells, now i owe joleen an apology for not coming to collect the cookies and ken another favor for asking him to help me pay for the Founders Dinner first. =/
Who knows you can miss so much by just missing one sabbath day? hahas.
What i did.
i totally laz'ed in the house for the whole day! lols. no la, cause i'm having such a packed program never really had a good rest at home for 6 days straight, hahas. missing out my quiet time too. Book of 'Daniel' & 'Job', where to begin? hahaha. must really read about them cause i'm picking a name, hehes. i'll bring my bible to work tml, lols.
Work schedule, mon-tue.
wah, lucky my captain called to check on me, told him i can't afford to work on wednesday because i have to get my ic done. And yes i lost my IC a month ago, hahaha. along with my wallet full of privilege cards and near $50 cash too. took me 3 years to lose a wallet though, hahas.
Anyways, Mon: 11am-9pm, Tue: 11am-11pm.
Fingers and apron are gonna get stained.
=(( they are nightmare to smell. lol.
Now, 2:06am. 9 more hours to get ready for work.
Need to report 10:50am, 10min earlier to do morning greeting. then after work going over to Joleen's house to collect the cookies.. hmmm. dunno if i can pass the cookies then..
oh wells, readers take cares! i'm going to bed.
Good nights people!
Now you want to be free. So i'm letting you fly.
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Sobber.
ello! Finally i'm able to come here and post again. i guess blogging long post doesn;t really works for me. first off, because it makes me procrastinate to post some other time till i don't update till weeks later. so i decided to keep my post short but still organised so its not really another massive chunk of essay to read at. hahas.
i'll try update the important stuff first.Work, PepperLunch: tml(08july) 9.30am-10pm,
1 hour break.
so yeah, like usual i won't be contactable until my break period. But still feel free to leave a sms if you people wanna contact me. hahas. i'll try to reply them if i can.
umm, as for ministry in Boy's Brigade 13th Company, trying to collaborate the last set of Form 32a once and for all, and up coming logistic plans and stuff are also trying to fit in my schedule.. i'm starting to have doubts that i'll be able to complete these task on hand. i must try to discipline myself now.
just had a random thought over the week, i was thinking of getting a rael christian name for myself. i know, i know. "kitty" sounds best to everyone right? Well at least spare a thought for poor me being called that way all the time.
=/ its really horrible. anyways, thought of Job, pronounced as "jo-ob", not "j-ob". Or Daniel, meaning judged-by-God, not the hello-kitty counter-part. =/
Now, 1:36am, 08july.
Still thinking and stuff, will post about it some other time. its really late now, gotta sleep.
Good nights people!
Things are coming back. But am i ready?
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Work.
Schedule.
I'm finally back in Pepper Lunch! hahas. But i'm only going to work from mon-wed every week, cause thursday got school and friday help my mom to work. Sat's & Sun's are left for Parade and Sabbath.
Timings.
Mon & Tue: Full-time, 9am-11pm.
Wed: half-day, 9am-4pm. (having Cell group at 7pm)
When to call me.
Mon & Tue you can always contact me after 10.30pm, because by then i should be doing my closing and there isn't any customer left either. hahas. as for Wed, breaking off from work at 4pm, so yeah. hahas. But today(wed, 25/6) plan wrong schedule, so only after 10.30pm then can call. =x
Now, 12:06pm.
Hmmm, there's still more to update but.. i'm kinda late for work again. =/ Gotta go... every hour gone is 5 bucks taken out from my wallet. hahahas. Chal People. =)
I'm finally back in Pepper Lunch! hahas. But i'm only going to work from mon-wed every week, cause thursday got school and friday help my mom to work. Sat's & Sun's are left for Parade and Sabbath.
Timings.
Mon & Tue: Full-time, 9am-11pm.
Wed: half-day, 9am-4pm. (having Cell group at 7pm)
When to call me.
Mon & Tue you can always contact me after 10.30pm, because by then i should be doing my closing and there isn't any customer left either. hahas. as for Wed, breaking off from work at 4pm, so yeah. hahas. But today(wed, 25/6) plan wrong schedule, so only after 10.30pm then can call. =x
Now, 12:06pm.
Hmmm, there's still more to update but.. i'm kinda late for work again. =/ Gotta go... every hour gone is 5 bucks taken out from my wallet. hahahas. Chal People. =)
Monday, June 23, 2008
Return from Church camp.
Finally tried to update ever since i got back from Church camp last wednesday.
Hahas, i'm such a lazy bum. =P
Hahas, i'm such a lazy bum. =P
Once i set foot on Singapore.
Anyways, not much of a break since i got back..
Went straight to visit Joleen with yee nern right after the coach dropped us off at sembawang. Still feel kinda bad that we left she alone to go for church camp. She got sick on the day of our first camp. =(
Shouldn't have let her tried so much delicious food at kenny's... opps! hahahas.
Well, she had high fever for like as long as our camp, so thats why i was really eager to visit her.
And people FYI, we're not dating or whatsoever. I'm being honest here so i wish that you my friend will not gossip (it's a sin.) nor say hurtful things about us, because we're awfully good
'xiong di' & 'Jie mei'. xP
To people who still have doubts:
Believe what you will, but i pray God may let you have peace in your sleep. lol.
Hahas, just kidding. But none the less, i believe you people are trust-worthy people that i love. =)
Anyways, back to story.
its really sad when you can't do much while being overseas. so yee nern and i tried to called her when we can to accompany her, considering that she spends 6 days in her house alone must be really terrible for anyone. it was around mid-noon that we visited her with lunch.
wow, i have to say i was rather surprised that she was much more active now than on the phone those couple of days when i called in church camp. God did answer my prayers after all. =)
Time flies.
But...
its kinda a little pointless when we visited her..
We watched TV in her house the whole noon. LOL.
Oh well, at least i'm glad that she finally got her appetite back and was eatting.
She used to eat as little as a small bowl a day when she was sick. =/
Hope the congee was delicious enough for her although not cooked by me. hahas.
Hang around till 5-6pm and had to leave for home to unpack and bath for later on events.
Sigh, not much of a break for me after a 4 day camp. Dad fetched me around 8 and we travelled to Bedok residence to meet up with the rest of my family. Then had a sumptuous late-Father's day dinner at changi area(yum!) and got back to bedok again.
Later events, day 2.
Had to get ready to leave Bedok residence to be present at the cemetery at 3am cause its kinda like a form of respect for attending plus everything needs to be done before daylight, traditionally. i have my complains but in situations like this how can i refuse my parents to not attend it? =/
Went to the place and Dad and my relatives went in while we waited out on the path.
then after went to another location and found out its still locked until 11am.
so went back to toa payoh to have early breakfast at 5am.
Sure enough i started to have symptoms of exhaustions.
i hadn't had sleep ever since after Church camp.
start to had headaches and lost appetite to eat.
2nd Day of exhaustion.
In the end ate a pill and took taxi with my brothers back to Bedok residence to stay and rest at home all day. One of the slack'ious day i ever had. lol. i'll spare the details, hahas.
Now, 6.16am.
hmmm, long post to update about me huh. hahas.
anyways i'm going back to work tml at Pepper Lunch, hope i didn't forget the skills, hahas. tml working at around 4pm till closing, 11pm. wed is.. oh gosh i forgot. hahas. oh wells, i'll check tml.
Hoping the people there are nice as my older colleges.
hahas. gotta sleep. Good nights people! chal.
"Always rejoice,"
"but don't forget to give thanks."
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Church Camp.
oh-oh! i nearly forgot to post. hahas
sorry joleen chew. =x
today is the start day of my very first church camp that i'll be attending... will be away from this morning till nest wednesday morning!
Sure will miss alot of people. and that includes you, you, you at the back, you looking at my blog, and you digging your nose there(ewww), and off course you. hahas i know i'm lame. i just can't walk properly hahahas.
sorry joleen chew. =x
today is the start day of my very first church camp that i'll be attending... will be away from this morning till nest wednesday morning!
Sure will miss alot of people. and that includes you, you, you at the back, you looking at my blog, and you digging your nose there(ewww), and off course you. hahas i know i'm lame. i just can't walk properly hahahas.
actually i'm a little rush here and there right now hahas. cause its like 6.30 now and i'm suppose to pack, bathe and leave at that time to meet yee nern for breakfast. =P opps. hahas. oh wells, sorry brother.
yesterday, shopping at Great World.
to be honest i had alot of fun yesterday. hahas i know its nothing much but, its better than shopping alone all the time. thanks guys, you made my day. =) oh anyways i get a little moody if i can't figure out things sometimes, plus that time was reaching my stop real soon s i was rushing; makes matter worse. =P i'm sorry about that.
The day before:
Yesterday, 2nd trip to Sentosa.
Went there with joleen, jo's friend amos, wei hai, yee nern and yn's friend jonathan. like the last time we went to the siloso beach to have fun. sad half way through i got abrasion and can't continue to swim. sobs.
wah, this time i really got sun-tanned. woot. my shoulders are in pain whenever it gets scrapped.. anyways, joleen chew! i'm glad you finally at least Learned your lesson.. hahahas. just remember to always love God for sending those 2 angels to save you. =))
Subway eat fresh.
by the time we left there only a few of us cause some left earlier. so jo, yn, wh and me went to subway to eat fresh. hahas. wh ate 1 foot. didn't knew he had such appetite hahahs. yn ate 6 inch and so did i. but dunno why i got hungry still and ate another 6inch to make a foot.
Share some with jo and gave her 1 of my 4 choice of cookies. glad she finally ate something from from her fearful incident. =) ordered wheat bread, turkey breast & bacon, tomato cucumber lettuce and sweet onion sauce. all i can remember for nyj recipe.. opps! hahas.
well it taste healthy and delicious. =))
yum! x) i so love white chocolate cookie from subway.. i think that's the only place i only want to eat chocolates. hahahas.
Now, 6:52am.
OH GTG! 6:52am and i still haven't pack finish! oh oh zao zao! i'll leave edits fro next time! gtg!
chal!
"Believe in yourself,"
"Because i believe in you."
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
absense.
wow. i've really got nothing to say. hahas. i've almost been not updating for a week. well all i've got to say that my week i was being really horrible to practically everyone i know. i'm sorry guys, things haven't been the same.
the only thing i can rejoice about for this week is i've finally cured my nocturnal behaviour. =)
but after everything i've thought about and said so far, there's just somethings that i could just never share. i guess this is the reason why no one knows much about me hahas. But just knowing that i still love God as much as before really comforts me. =)
Updates.
Ummm. to update you guys tonight is going to be another night where i'll be alone at home. well first things first, the place that i'm helping my mom to work for is 2 places. one is a 3-floor apartment and the other is a 1 leveled Big 'mansion' apartment at the back.
Currently my family just rented this 2nd apartment and they're living in that house so they could take care of my grandma whom just had a operation on her kneecap.
which leaves me all alone at home. =/
alone at home.
Seriously i'm not sure what to do at home. i just know that i have to start doing my own laundry now because half of my wardrobe shifted to the apartment already. since no one else is at home but me, i have to cook and wash my own dishes. lucky this is not really the first time. however i never really did a good complete job for laundry. hahahas.
studies.
hmmm. for now i'm starting to attend 'Penciltutor' Tuition centre for my o-level this year. however i'm only studying one subject there so only mobilised on thurdays 8am-11am.
i know, 3 hours a week is damn short for studying so i'm going do my self-studies whenever i can. as for my literature.. i need the novel "enemy of the people".. its 2 years ago kinda thing so i'm guessing i'll really have to hunt for it...
random comments.
other than that i guess thats much all said.. things are same.. nothing much happened over the week while i disappeared from the internet. hahas. all i know now is that i forgot to give my friends their pay yesterday. hahas. hope we meet up soon and i can really give them their pay.
oh-oh! thanks evan for helping me looking out for wallets. i didn't know such lovely angels exist. xD hehes. please do not be offended if i did not called you that before hahahs. xD
going out?
Going to Plaza Sing later to go take a look, can't think of anyone to go with me. =/ not that i don't have good friends but.. i don't think anyone wants to go for my own accord ether. hahas.
sorry! but do leave a tag if you're really such guy/gal.
my level of observation has dropped. =P hahas.
but hope i'm gonna like the wallet though. =x
Now. 5:48pm
oh just got a call to have dinner out. maybe i do have friends who are that nice... =)
gotta go, edits i'll leave for later when i get back.
Chal!
Jealousy. something that i've always ignored.
but this time, i think i've really tasted a little.
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