hey peeps! lol. So sorry for my constant 'mia's from Internet connection, i guess life in Mi really occupies my time more than anything else now. hahas. To be real honest, i got 2 news, one good, one bad. i guess i should start off with the bad one..
But before that, here's my combi' for my course:
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Stream: Science, class s101.
(3 H2 subjects, 1 H1)
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Chemistry H2,
Physics H2,
Mathematics H2,
Arts H1
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*i'm aiming for Medicine degree in NUS! jyjy!
Bad news:
argh! i have no chemistry foundation! sighs, i'm totally going to die if i do not start revising O'level's syllabus! Plus what's even worse is that i must get an A Grade for this subject to get into Medicine degree in NUS. i am really in dire need for revision! My Physics too need just as much attention for revision for my chem. My dreams of becoming a Forensic is becoming darker and darker.. =/
But, i won't give up. The results from the coming exams in march will determine my fate in my education. I will take action into revision of my foundations in science for my road into Forensics, but surely this will be a lonely and tough avenue, i really pray i can walk through this bravely.
But at least i think i can cope my Math H2 and Arts H1. =P
Good news:
Okays, enough sweats, time for the better side of the coin. You know what's the best thing that happened in my life? A second chance into education! Though i believe many of you guys will not understand, because you guys never experienced what i've had been through. Just to be able to be going to school is a blessing to me everyday. Now i really appreciate school and can relate to people who really wish to get into a school for education. The sense of maturity is truly there along with my past, i believe i will be more encouraged than ever to take my mentality for learning into my priorities.
Giving thanks:
To be honest, i really want to be grateful that God has put me away from schooling background for 2 years. I was very naive when i was in poly, thus i never cherished education. Now, my perception has indeed changed and i wish to strive for my Forensic goals. I also want to thank God for preparing me in those 2 years in preparing me for the matured mindset to achieve my Goal in MI. Also not forgetting that God had provided me with such a school which is totally covering my needs, i'm very grateful for His wondrous plans. Nothing else can be more perfect than this, none that i've could ever imagine. =)
Ps: i'll leave edits for next time, so sorry for the short edits. =P
its already 10:20pm, i should be dead asleep. hahaha. good night people!
PM my chatbox if you have PURE Chem/Phy textbooks!!! I'm in desperation!
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
current statues
hey! so sorry for being so away for very long!
hahas. Just to let you nosey people know(opps),
i'm schooling for a week now in Millenia Institute (MI), 3-year-jc school.
friends :)
Was quite a surprise that Yee Tien & his friends were schooling there too. i consider it quite a miracle, cause i thought i was going to have problems mixing in school due to i'm older.
Got to knew a girl in my orientation group who's also kinda in the same situation as me.. at least there's someone who can understand half the pain i'm going through. So it kinda lessens the discomfort.
Also got to know a great guy, literally. Man, though he some bad points yes, but he's really one trust-worthy fellow to me, a real kind-hearted guy in the inside. He has my total respect! hahaha.
educational_route: s101(science).
hmmms. in this expect i have already conquered my nocturnal-lifestyle! wahahaha. And yes i won't let my guard down, going to keep this good habit up!
Also i suddenly had an aspiration to reach for my Secondary school's hopes of becoming a Forensic Pathologist. Maybe because kena psyched by the School's orientation programme or something, hahas. But i remember my secretary shared to me her dreams, i was inspired by her. So i guess this is my chance to reach out for my goal in life!
I'm going to set the impossible: To Get
my Bachelor of Medicine and Bachelor of Surgery!
Ganbette!
"though it seemed miraculous,"
"but suddenly i've forgotten, and moved on."
hahas. Just to let you nosey people know(opps),
i'm schooling for a week now in Millenia Institute (MI), 3-year-jc school.
friends :)
Was quite a surprise that Yee Tien & his friends were schooling there too. i consider it quite a miracle, cause i thought i was going to have problems mixing in school due to i'm older.
Got to knew a girl in my orientation group who's also kinda in the same situation as me.. at least there's someone who can understand half the pain i'm going through. So it kinda lessens the discomfort.
Also got to know a great guy, literally. Man, though he some bad points yes, but he's really one trust-worthy fellow to me, a real kind-hearted guy in the inside. He has my total respect! hahaha.
educational_route: s101(science).
hmmms. in this expect i have already conquered my nocturnal-lifestyle! wahahaha. And yes i won't let my guard down, going to keep this good habit up!
Also i suddenly had an aspiration to reach for my Secondary school's hopes of becoming a Forensic Pathologist. Maybe because kena psyched by the School's orientation programme or something, hahas. But i remember my secretary shared to me her dreams, i was inspired by her. So i guess this is my chance to reach out for my goal in life!
I'm going to set the impossible: To Get
my Bachelor of Medicine and Bachelor of Surgery!
Ganbette!
"though it seemed miraculous,"
"but suddenly i've forgotten, and moved on."
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
renewal.
Hey-ee. Just got back from youth camp yesterday, before that fulfil the agreement of a feast after youth camp! Had a great fellowship meal with Cherlyn, Joleen, herng, tien, nern, Marcus, Elvis and Joel. hahas. Suddenly i realise that we're all from different backgrounds, but i guess we have one thing in common;
we're all family in Christ. :) hehes.
Having lunch with them was great! haven't had so much fun over a meal in a long time. =) hahas.
But its a sad thing not everyone could join us. committee members, people who left halfway through camp..
Well, its not well organised but i'm still looking forward to the feast right after YC'09. hahas.
Camp games.
Games were great. Had a big scale competition between 4 groups based on the board game "Risk". just that the ending is the "Final showdown" between the Four Kingdoms, "Israelites", "Egyptians", "Babylonians" & "Romans". Got roles like soldiers, knight & house, cannons to be in the battle, it's really like a war out there. Truly this year's games Committee made a lot of effort creating this feel. it was real and fun. i'm sure everyone in Youth camp loved it. =))
camping days.
Though i was a camper, my mature age was not overlooked. =/ became the Bunk IC instead. lols. Oh wells, someone had to take care of the younger ones. hahas. Guess i learned too much from too many camp-exposure. =P
Life.
Well, we had lots of meaningful workshops and messages, and on the last day of devotion i found out i realised who i was. I am a child of God just like everyone else. There's no need to sin anymore. Though its simple, this truth answered my life. its like a renewal, to be reborn again. Sometimes just believing isn't enough, its the faith that you have for Him that pulls you through no matter whatever happens. =)
The love that i've always looked for in my life is this; One that will never fade. =)
mind.
I guess i always go coo-koo in youth camps. hahas. i remembered last year i brought in the cheer from one advertisement about the same 3 person doing a dance after the soccer match hit a score. lols. Then this year's is Madagascar's "I like to move it!" lol. i'm anticipating next year's to be "It's Elvis". hahahas! ONLY people who been to youth camp get what i mean. hahahas.
Fill in the blanks!
"He Stole the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _, "
"and Empty all the _ _ _ _ _. "
"He gobble up a _ _ _ _ _ _ and another _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _, "
"Oh Yes!"
hahahas. lets keep this up to next year to sing shall we fans of Elvis? hahas. wanna know the song? Join next year's youth camp! lol. i guess the only thing that can loosen me up its ony youth camps. i can only be my wacky self then without people calling me crazy. hahaha.
hmmm. Anyways, being a soldier was fun, got to employ some tactics into the game. xD But.. i kinda spoiled other people's fun.. =/ sorry guys if i caused any unhappiness between everyone. But i'm glad most of the game play changed very fast which in the end changed the whole structure of the games. =) my brain don't adapt so fast anyways. =P
Now, 12:01am. 3 Dec.
woo. it's so late already. i'm tired. hmmm. tomorrow i'm going for another trip to Malaysia, but with my family and relatives. a week duration and 2 places to go to, Genting and KL. shopping spree! hahaha.
OH. and i promised someone i'll get her PRESSIE. xP hahas.
Kays, more updates in the next post later or the coming afternoon.
Chal people.
"Last year's theme was LOST, "
"But this year i found out who am i." =)
we're all family in Christ. :) hehes.
Having lunch with them was great! haven't had so much fun over a meal in a long time. =) hahas.
But its a sad thing not everyone could join us. committee members, people who left halfway through camp..
Well, its not well organised but i'm still looking forward to the feast right after YC'09. hahas.
Camp games.
Games were great. Had a big scale competition between 4 groups based on the board game "Risk". just that the ending is the "Final showdown" between the Four Kingdoms, "Israelites", "Egyptians", "Babylonians" & "Romans". Got roles like soldiers, knight & house, cannons to be in the battle, it's really like a war out there. Truly this year's games Committee made a lot of effort creating this feel. it was real and fun. i'm sure everyone in Youth camp loved it. =))
camping days.
Though i was a camper, my mature age was not overlooked. =/ became the Bunk IC instead. lols. Oh wells, someone had to take care of the younger ones. hahas. Guess i learned too much from too many camp-exposure. =P
Life.
Well, we had lots of meaningful workshops and messages, and on the last day of devotion i found out i realised who i was. I am a child of God just like everyone else. There's no need to sin anymore. Though its simple, this truth answered my life. its like a renewal, to be reborn again. Sometimes just believing isn't enough, its the faith that you have for Him that pulls you through no matter whatever happens. =)
The love that i've always looked for in my life is this; One that will never fade. =)
mind.
I guess i always go coo-koo in youth camps. hahas. i remembered last year i brought in the cheer from one advertisement about the same 3 person doing a dance after the soccer match hit a score. lols. Then this year's is Madagascar's "I like to move it!" lol. i'm anticipating next year's to be "It's Elvis". hahahas! ONLY people who been to youth camp get what i mean. hahahas.
Fill in the blanks!
"He Stole the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _, "
"and Empty all the _ _ _ _ _. "
"He gobble up a _ _ _ _ _ _ and another _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _, "
"Oh Yes!"
hahahas. lets keep this up to next year to sing shall we fans of Elvis? hahas. wanna know the song? Join next year's youth camp! lol. i guess the only thing that can loosen me up its ony youth camps. i can only be my wacky self then without people calling me crazy. hahaha.
hmmm. Anyways, being a soldier was fun, got to employ some tactics into the game. xD But.. i kinda spoiled other people's fun.. =/ sorry guys if i caused any unhappiness between everyone. But i'm glad most of the game play changed very fast which in the end changed the whole structure of the games. =) my brain don't adapt so fast anyways. =P
Now, 12:01am. 3 Dec.
woo. it's so late already. i'm tired. hmmm. tomorrow i'm going for another trip to Malaysia, but with my family and relatives. a week duration and 2 places to go to, Genting and KL. shopping spree! hahaha.
OH. and i promised someone i'll get her PRESSIE. xP hahas.
Kays, more updates in the next post later or the coming afternoon.
Chal people.
"Last year's theme was LOST, "
"But this year i found out who am i." =)
Friday, November 28, 2008
Youth Camp!
yeah it's finally here! hahaha.
hmmm. Camper for the third time..
i think its because been a GL too any times in BB. =/
Details:
Youth Camp 08 ( Glory Joy Christian Church).
Venue: Christ Church Secondary
Date: 28 Noc -1 Dec.
Oh wells. Camper usually is safer...
But honestly i don't quite like the idea of wearing "props". hahas.
Prefer Flags, banners and stuff like that. lol, like going for war.
Anyways, this year is Headband.
Got to design it with Yee nern(GL) & Elvis.
Our identity is 'Rome', so we painted 11 Roman Laurels, leaf-crowns. =)
Originally our headbands is already in navy-green so its quite in favour, so we cut out cardboard leafs and use white paint to imprint the perimeter with brush-strokes to create a nice spread effect. I'll photograph it once the camp's over. =P
I heard we're the more hardworking ones cause got groups used simpler methods like cut-outs then spray. Hahas. Never mind bahx, save money. LOL
Then only able to reach home by 1 plus..
2 plus then i can finally rest from all the work since 3pm. hahas.
Then had been awake from then till now. wow. i need caffine. =x
Should be meeting my group for breakfast at Sun plaza..
Hopefully we can all get along. =) Oh wells.
Now: 5:55am, 28 Nov.
Nice timing, lols. Anyways.
i haven't got a chance to pack my bag for Youth camp. Hahas. i'm such a creep for being so last minute. lols. i also stayed up overnight for the trip to Sunway, because was afraid of waking up late, then pack bag early morning just before i leave the house for holiday somemore. I'm losing my rest here and there... Seriosly shorting my life. lol. Gotta watch my health now.
Then this time also the same, i'm also blogging here and haven't started to pack my stuff yet. only got 3 T-shirts on the bed only, hahas. oh wells, at least today i'm EARLY. i'm suppose to meet them 8.45am for Breakfast at Sun plaza mac'. LOL. 2hours and 40minutes. How am i going to last. hahas. Hmmm, anyways i think that's enough for posting this morning.
Hmmm. Lets all pray may this Youth camp change
more lifes of others who haven't recieved the Gift. =)
May this be another unforgettable event in everyone's hearts.
hmmm. Chal people. =)
hmmm. Camper for the third time..
i think its because been a GL too any times in BB. =/
Details:
Youth Camp 08 ( Glory Joy Christian Church).
Venue: Christ Church Secondary
Date: 28 Noc -1 Dec.
Oh wells. Camper usually is safer...
But honestly i don't quite like the idea of wearing "props". hahas.
Prefer Flags, banners and stuff like that. lol, like going for war.
Anyways, this year is Headband.
Got to design it with Yee nern(GL) & Elvis.
Our identity is 'Rome', so we painted 11 Roman Laurels, leaf-crowns. =)
Originally our headbands is already in navy-green so its quite in favour, so we cut out cardboard leafs and use white paint to imprint the perimeter with brush-strokes to create a nice spread effect. I'll photograph it once the camp's over. =P
I heard we're the more hardworking ones cause got groups used simpler methods like cut-outs then spray. Hahas. Never mind bahx, save money. LOL
Then only able to reach home by 1 plus..
2 plus then i can finally rest from all the work since 3pm. hahas.
Then had been awake from then till now. wow. i need caffine. =x
Should be meeting my group for breakfast at Sun plaza..
Hopefully we can all get along. =) Oh wells.
Now: 5:55am, 28 Nov.
Nice timing, lols. Anyways.
i haven't got a chance to pack my bag for Youth camp. Hahas. i'm such a creep for being so last minute. lols. i also stayed up overnight for the trip to Sunway, because was afraid of waking up late, then pack bag early morning just before i leave the house for holiday somemore. I'm losing my rest here and there... Seriosly shorting my life. lol. Gotta watch my health now.
Then this time also the same, i'm also blogging here and haven't started to pack my stuff yet. only got 3 T-shirts on the bed only, hahas. oh wells, at least today i'm EARLY. i'm suppose to meet them 8.45am for Breakfast at Sun plaza mac'. LOL. 2hours and 40minutes. How am i going to last. hahas. Hmmm, anyways i think that's enough for posting this morning.
Hmmm. Lets all pray may this Youth camp change
more lifes of others who haven't recieved the Gift. =)
May this be another unforgettable event in everyone's hearts.
hmmm. Chal people. =)
Monday, November 24, 2008
Back.
Hey people. Just got back from Sunway Lagoon, Malaysia.
hmmm. This trip really changed my perception of theme parks.
I used to be very arrogant about theme parks.
But now seriously i believe for anyone, the feeling of
falling out of your seat-belt from like 7 storeys off the Viking,
for like 10+ swing times and a super slow 360?
wow.
that's a experience you can only imagine when you are up there. haha.
you can really feel yourself falling off your seat everytime it gets closer to 360 for like 10+ times? it's really a WOW experience for 'freaks' who just have a death wish.
lols.
Shopping-Spree.
Lets see, i didn't expect i could be capable of
finishing all my RM there also anyways. lols.
And wow. the shopping mall there was like enormous.
Completely insane to even visit all the shops in that mall within 3 days.
Brought a Black button long sleeve, 3 nice slim ties,
1 random T-shirt(i was out of options).
Ah, and yes also brought gifts for my friends too. =)
issues.
Christopher actually asked me on the second day of the trip that set me thinking about them all the time. Till now i can't get it out of my mind. sighs. i always don't know where did it turn wrong in the past..
Guess i'm a real dummy about the thing he asked me. hahas.But he has a point though.. Perhaps i'm really that boring to begin with. =/ lol. Nevermind. i'm so tired already. i'll have to keep the edits simplier for now, sorry.
Now: 8.06am, 24 Nov.
I so want to sleep! lol. Played War craft with my younger brother the whole night till now. Plus its somemore right after i reached home no long ago. LOL. i don't know how did i survived. =x Anyways, i'm dying for a good morning dooze already.
Good Nights people. =)
"where, will i go?"
hmmm. This trip really changed my perception of theme parks.
I used to be very arrogant about theme parks.
But now seriously i believe for anyone, the feeling of
falling out of your seat-belt from like 7 storeys off the Viking,
for like 10+ swing times and a super slow 360?
wow.
that's a experience you can only imagine when you are up there. haha.
you can really feel yourself falling off your seat everytime it gets closer to 360 for like 10+ times? it's really a WOW experience for 'freaks' who just have a death wish.
lols.
Shopping-Spree.
Lets see, i didn't expect i could be capable of
finishing all my RM there also anyways. lols.
And wow. the shopping mall there was like enormous.
Completely insane to even visit all the shops in that mall within 3 days.
Brought a Black button long sleeve, 3 nice slim ties,
1 random T-shirt(i was out of options).
Ah, and yes also brought gifts for my friends too. =)
issues.
Christopher actually asked me on the second day of the trip that set me thinking about them all the time. Till now i can't get it out of my mind. sighs. i always don't know where did it turn wrong in the past..
Guess i'm a real dummy about the thing he asked me. hahas.But he has a point though.. Perhaps i'm really that boring to begin with. =/ lol. Nevermind. i'm so tired already. i'll have to keep the edits simplier for now, sorry.
Now: 8.06am, 24 Nov.
I so want to sleep! lol. Played War craft with my younger brother the whole night till now. Plus its somemore right after i reached home no long ago. LOL. i don't know how did i survived. =x Anyways, i'm dying for a good morning dooze already.
Good Nights people. =)
"where, will i go?"
Friday, November 21, 2008
Official M.I.A. (21st -23rd)
hahas, just kidding. i'm only going over to Malaysia with my Cell group members this Friday early morn' till Sunday evening, which is also 1 hour later i'm gonna leave the house. lol.
Details:
Sunway Lagoon, Malaysia.
21st - 23rd nov.
Coming back at Sunday evening,
Will be contactable by my HP.
Random post.
Hours ago was doing a little shopping for presents..
It was so awkward. lets just say i respect differences.
hahahas. Someone should know what i mean. lols.
To be honest its not cheap,
but its alright to me. :)
Giving does not weigh in the quality of the Gift,
but the Sincerity of the Heart. =))
Now: 5:03am, 21st Nov.
Hmmm. Now doing a little transferring to my cell group member's PSP memory card and off we're playing lan in the coach! lol. Bags still not packed yet. =x hahahas. Going to pack right after this post is done. haven't slept since 7pm yesterday..
oh well. i'll get my snooze in the coach. =)
Think this is enough posting for now. I'll try to kick in the habit of uploading photos here when i'm there.
For now, take care people, Byes. =)
Details:
Sunway Lagoon, Malaysia.
21st - 23rd nov.
Coming back at Sunday evening,
Will be contactable by my HP.
Random post.
Hours ago was doing a little shopping for presents..
It was so awkward. lets just say i respect differences.
hahahas. Someone should know what i mean. lols.
To be honest its not cheap,
but its alright to me. :)
Giving does not weigh in the quality of the Gift,
but the Sincerity of the Heart. =))
Now: 5:03am, 21st Nov.
Hmmm. Now doing a little transferring to my cell group member's PSP memory card and off we're playing lan in the coach! lol. Bags still not packed yet. =x hahahas. Going to pack right after this post is done. haven't slept since 7pm yesterday..
oh well. i'll get my snooze in the coach. =)
Think this is enough posting for now. I'll try to kick in the habit of uploading photos here when i'm there.
For now, take care people, Byes. =)
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
27 days.
ohhh...
this got to be my longest record for not blogging. =x
As the heading says: 27 days.
Well.
For starters, sorry for those people who kept visiting my dead blog for the last whole month and so. I just feel a little empty these days.
I know i've promised myself not to think about those stuff that makes me go hollow, but it just gets to me wherever i go: outside with friends alone at home. sighs, i can't imagine a life of a bacjelor. lols. oh wells. i shouldn't let it bother me so much. hahas.
News-flash.
Anyways, Exam's over! since 7th Nov.
A-math paper went well, just that i never took time as an factor. Missed out 11 points which i know i can do it.
Could have got a A2 grade if i've done that question. :/
oooh well. at least i know i'm not going below my current O's grades. lol.
Confession.
Literature. Ok, here's the truth.
I didn't went for the paper. I know alot of people will be deeply upset about this but the truth is the fact.
I don't want to lie to anyone.
But all i ask is that please keep this to yourselves, i don't wat to make a big fuss about it. Plus it won't deprove my O'cert so its going to be okay. The reason i didn't go? i think its pointless now to even reason myself out now. lol. a Big sorry if i've disappointed any of you, i too am disappointed in myself about it. =(
Now: 4:04am, 21 nov.
Okays! enough of chunks of text, time to end post here.
you know, i've never thought of breaking up when it all began..
Ha! very random. lol.
Kay. Got to go. Chal people. =)
this got to be my longest record for not blogging. =x
As the heading says: 27 days.
Well.
For starters, sorry for those people who kept visiting my dead blog for the last whole month and so. I just feel a little empty these days.
I know i've promised myself not to think about those stuff that makes me go hollow, but it just gets to me wherever i go: outside with friends alone at home. sighs, i can't imagine a life of a bacjelor. lols. oh wells. i shouldn't let it bother me so much. hahas.
News-flash.
Anyways, Exam's over! since 7th Nov.
A-math paper went well, just that i never took time as an factor. Missed out 11 points which i know i can do it.
Could have got a A2 grade if i've done that question. :/
oooh well. at least i know i'm not going below my current O's grades. lol.
Confession.
Literature. Ok, here's the truth.
I didn't went for the paper. I know alot of people will be deeply upset about this but the truth is the fact.
I don't want to lie to anyone.
But all i ask is that please keep this to yourselves, i don't wat to make a big fuss about it. Plus it won't deprove my O'cert so its going to be okay. The reason i didn't go? i think its pointless now to even reason myself out now. lol. a Big sorry if i've disappointed any of you, i too am disappointed in myself about it. =(
Now: 4:04am, 21 nov.
Okays! enough of chunks of text, time to end post here.
you know, i've never thought of breaking up when it all began..
Ha! very random. lol.
Kay. Got to go. Chal people. =)
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