moving on.

situation.
i guess i finally realised i'm really thinking too much, things didn't happened the way i expected. Its kinda hard to explain.

its like.. you part of you wants things this way, but then you still know yourself that you're just not ready to venture on, and deeper inside, you know you have to stop. its kinda hard to make the decision to go against yourself.. against what you want.

but i thank God i prayed long and hard, and finally i stopped. i know i might be missing a chance of a lifetime, but... but i'm just not ready. i know i'm not, God knows i'm not. Only can blame on myself why i learned this lesson only now.

"i took the harder route, but it'll be for the greater good."

"Cheer up!" lols.
"Your time will come."
"if not, "
"you'll still be loved,"
"by him up there." =))

Updated my friendster profile. Lots of emo pictures though, but has nothing to do with my mood now. LOL. people i shall be cheerful no matter what. hahas. even if my left arm is going to be handicapped permanently, i will still hold up my smile. hahas. =)) but still i pray its not la. hahas.
Anyways do visit. hahas. i look better when i'm serious. hahas.
http://profiles.friendster.com/keet13thbbcompany

Sorry people, only able upload the "album" section.. tsk. will post again to inform that the photos have been uploaded. =/ oh, joleen chew, the photo that you want might be inside also. hahahas. see first la huh, no promises made. lol.

its late.. 3am. tml got church and i'm the usher.. lol. pray i can wake up at 8 tml. i wear my usher attire very auntie one. hahas. time passes slow sometimes, maybe we just have to find another pocket of love to put in. There are lots of beautiful things are out there, just that you don't see it. =)
Nights People!

Sometimes we don't know.
Actually you already did.
maybe you didn't know.